Dear Happi,
Here is the answer on your PM.
As I already said in my replies, I will not predict the future. It wont help you. First as Pravinji said, God ways keep hidden.
IF he opens up his veil sometimes, than the future still depends on our strength of character and the way how we react on it.
In your hand I can read your potentials, I can see your tendencies. And the state of your mind, soul and body as it is know,
will tell your potential future. I can see in which age you have trouble. And you already know. How you are going to react on
those events is totally up to you. You write your own future. This can be a future where you stand up to be a man and to have faith.
You also have the choice to start crying and hide in your house and never get out again. Which future do you like more?
What if I would say: You wife is bad for you, you will divorce at age 28.
Would you still live 5 long years with her suffering, knowing you would leave her in 5 years anyway?
Would you see it as a warning and try anything to make this marriage still work? Try to overcome your problems and live happily
ever after? Wouldn't you leave her already and divorce right know, because why stay with her, if it ends in 5 years anyway,
and find another girl in those 5 years to marry? Would you cheat on her, because it wont matter, you will leave in 5 years anyway.
All these different options, will give you another future.
Do you see my point? God gives you 1 event. You have 4 and even more paths to decide, 4 paths that all will lead you to another
future. It really does not matter that much, what will happen; It does matter what you'll do with the situation God has given you.
You ask if you will ever cheat? Well.... that is totally up to you!
Of course there will be 100 pretty ladies crossing your path. Of course there will be seduction.
Of course you will feel attracted to one of them. That is oke, that are human emotions.
But the question is: Are you a real man, and can you be friendly to the girl, but not being open for her advances. Or are you
going to end up in bed with her? That is a choice you make, and instantly forms the future for you. If you ended up in bed with her,
you probably are going to have trouble. God will test you. God will see if you are strong in the most difficult times.
God will see if you stand up to be a man.
Also what Pravinji said, everything has its right time. You will understand your situation and what to do, when it is time to understand.
Meanwhile God is letting you in the dark and unknown to test if you still will have faith. If you keep strength of character in hard
and insecure times, than you really show to God that you are worth it. If you stop believing and are not loyal to him because you
have a hard life, than he knows you are not worth it. Everyone has to endure this test. No-one has a life that is like paradise,
only the blessed that have proven their loyalty in past lives already. Every-one has gets pain on his plate some day. You are not the
only one with troubles. And mostly, the more you get, the stronger God needs you to be, the more important your role is the whole.
I also have worries. I also have lines in my palms that makes me scared. But on the other hand, I take them as a thankful warning.
I keep faith in God because he knows which path is best for me, he knows which path I need, to get the best potential out of me.
So I decided to be strong in my actions and own everything as it is, even if it is not exactly like I wished it to be. And than I saw,
that my lines in hands started to change for the better. Some bad-fortune sings disappeared, my lifeline has grown longer and stronger.
The reason why I am not answering your questions is because I really, really hope you will grow strong and build strong character also.
That only will happen if you have the courage to accept the ways that God/live has given you and deal with it from your heart.
Right now you are not strong. You are insecure about your life, questioning god and guru, you cant accept the way things are,
can't bare the insecurity of an unknown future, want me to tell you what to do and how everything will work out, that is the opposite
of faith.
Please see it differently. Not knowing what will happen, also means freedom. You can write your own future by making good decisions.
I know this is hard to make decisions, but choosing a path, and then take full responsibility of the path you've chose, is what gives
you strength of character.
I already said you have a very respectable person inside of you, so please tap into it and quit doubting. What kind of father, do you
want your children to see? A man who is like a lion, which goes with honour and strength through live and all that god has given.
Or a weak man that is doubting, not willing to take action and falls into cheating? You having both sides in you. Our strengths always
have the opposite shadow, our weakness. It is OK to have both sides. It is up to you to choose the right side, and that has nothing
to do with what a tarot, I ching or horoscope will say. It has all to do with what you choose. Things will get better, if you CHOOSE to
make them better.
And even choosing is not that hard. Listen to your heart. God speaks through your heart. Then you always know if you make a good
decision or not. If there is guild, bitter taste etc. then you know you are wrong. If there is a sense of freedom, pride and feeling of
happiness. Then you know you are right.
Even if you choose a criminal path. I know criminals, and they are not bad persons. They don't cheat, they are protecting and
feeding their family, they are firm believers in God and they work hard. They are just doing business in a field that a government
says is illegal. If you look without judgement, you see a man, that is trying with much honour to provide for their family. As long
as they do not kill people, I have more respect for them, as I will ever have for some-one that is staying in the middle, because
he is afraid for his own future, and doesn't want to choose.
Please understand, your future is not written yet, and you can write it yourself. You have it in you. Because after your difficult time
you see your lines return to normal. That tells me you have the potential to make good decisions.
But if you choose to make wrong decision it will also going to show in your hand, as there will appear more distortions and bad signs,
crosses etc. It is up to you.
So maybe I leave you unsatisfied in not giving answers. But I refuse..
You have been given all the help you can get. From Tarot, from Guru, from Palmistry, from Pravin, from me.
Now it is your turn. You have to get strong and start to make decisions on your own. I hope I have encouraged you to do so.
You are a good boy, but you need to grow to a strong man now. You are a married man. So behave like married man, do not doubt,
be like a lion, take responsibility, and stand up for yourself. I am not meaning to insult you. I just giving you kick on the butt,
because I truly believe in you! You don't seem to believe in yourself, and that is sad.
Remember: You don't have to look at your future, you don't have to look to the lines in your palms, you only have to look in your heart.
God speaks through your heart and he will tell you what to do. (it doesnt matter which god you believe, its all from the same source).
Just listen.
Take care,
Maya