Hi Light..
My first impression..
You have troubles with concentrating and starting and completing a project.
For you a route from A to B has many sideways: There is so much to see!
You seem sensitive for impulses, easily distracted.
You tend to trust more om logic than your feelings, wich can be changeble like a marble ball.
But when you make a desiscion its always with heart and mind, body and soul!
You seem a restless soul. Earthing exercises would be good to gain stability and focus on times when you need to cool down, to load the batteries.
You have tact, and like people to treat you with the same respect.
At this moment I really like to advise you to learn to give this restless and changeable energy a home.
I dont know how to say in propeer english. To join all the loose energy in one chord?
I believe you can do it. And it will tremendously raise your energy levels.
In this butterfly-ing, you are exhaust yourself. I think you feel tired a lot whem you come home. Even your qualities and talents seems drained on this moment.
Learn to have faith in yourself, and learn to be assertive, take your space, don't give all your energy and care to others, dont forget to take care for yourself also.
And again, the best you can give yourseld at this moment is fysical ecercises/nourishment.
Thank you for posting your pics...
Hope you can give some feedback...
Peace, MayaRose