Your seem to have a steady goal in life. Its is important for you to get a job that gives satisfaction.
You have a restless mind, family related trouble ( past-experiences can still be painful for you) still influence today's life,
so that can delay you. At this moment have a little chaotic/non-organized administration and home-environment.
You can't seem to get things in order...

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Your at best in the evening. Than the fog in your head seems to disappear and you are full of energy.
I think that studying in the evening would work very well for you.
You can be very focused and get things done. Though it would be good to give your mind a rest from time to time.
I think you get headaches often, dizziness and troubles with concentration. Thats a signal your mind needs rest.
Some physical work would balance things out. And of course; take a break. You will get there sooner or later.
You're a person with lot of passion, and stamina. Strong, healthy, you can bring things to a good end.
You are very different in private life than you are in society.
IF you are right handed, it would be good to start a own business at home.
Because in private (home-family-friends) you seem to be more of a leader, having more stamina and intuition.
When you get outside with strangers those qualities are much harder for you to attain.
At home you will reach your ambitions easier, as well as recognition.
In love life: Your not the kind of person that lays his heart on the table very easy.
I don't think you met your true love yet, but think that this will be important later in life.
Peace, Maya