thank you for taking time to reply

You're both right in a way, I am sensitive and although I was a big risktaker in my 20s I'm somehow scared of risks now, but trying to change that right now! my career is actually non-existant right now, but I had a burgeoning good career in the arts in my 20s till I was ill from 30-on & couldn't work full time or in the arts as I was very ill, but now having been recently diagnosed, 'saved' and am being treated and coming 'back to life' as they say, I'm hoping to go back to school/college next year when I'm completely cured (age 37 on)for a year & hoping to have a huge career after that, so as you see change from 38-onwards that might bode well I suppose... I rather hope it means good things rather than 'not working much' as you say though!! the career I'm hoping to go back into though you do end up only working half a year at a time and so on though, its quite stop and start rather than continuous. Even if I won or came into a lot of money I'd still like to work... I do live in the present, don't worry, I was just curious as to what my palms say; & I'm actually a very optimistic type of person

best wishes.