You are a seeker. You have a mental precision, natural logic, practical thinking,
which makes you not easy satisfied with a simple answer. Business, research.
I don't know if you are always honest, but some-one can always count on you if things
need to be done. You have a good feeling of responsibility, you are reliable and protecting.
You are a closed-mouthed person. I think self-expression or sharing your emotions are
not easy for you. Maybe you sometimes just don't feel the necessity of it.
Social relationships can lack spontaneity, enthusiasm, and naturalness. You don't get attached to someone easily.
I think you inhibited the emotional defensiveness, reserve, and caution from your father. If it wasn't your father, there is something that has restricted you to let your sunshine and talents flow freely.
You not always feel self-confident, like you are having the feeling you are not interesting enough.
You will eventually trust yourself, you will snap out of it some day! When you see your own value and strengths,
life and people will reflect itself in a more positive way.
I see you are 22 years old. I think you recently have met someone (rather a friend than a lover)
who pushes you to be more open and free, and stimulates you to step out the safe zone.
You are attracted towards having a 'comfortable life, freedom, wealth, the beauty things of life.
And want to diminish the less enjoyable aspects of life.
But Pravin Kumar already said, seeking wealth will not get your wholehearted participation.
Instead of hard work, you will seek creative ways to find a lifestyle to fulfil your needs for enjoyment.
Maybe its just creating a more simplified, natural lifestyle.
I think you will always have a stable job, even beyond pension, but you won't put your heart and soul in it.
Your main focus will be in your spare time. Your job will only have the purpose to be able to live a certain lifestyle.
I do see warmth and passionate nature, but don't see relationship-lines.
Have you ever had a relationship, or fell in love? Can you give me some clarity in that?