The deep, cutting worry lines have registered the inner grief.
Ambition, pride, and goals are important. You are a romantic-idealist...passionate about what you have envisioned in a mate, big-hearted guy. However you have a drooping branch to the line of life which I interpret of periods of this passionate feelings then times when you pull away into your shell, if not some depression. Probably easily wounded.
Brain-power is off the charts, but only in a mathmatical sense...not the creative type, but branching on the head line shows literary expression skill. I would say more of a technical writer.

Just a couple of observations...best of luck buddy.
Den