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Vishwas
The Controversial Enigma.
Age: 25 Zodiac: 
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Posted: Wed Dec 27, 2006 8:27 am |
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The influnce of both my Father & Mother is great in my life, why I am still living for them itself, not for me. My mind is a strange tool (as rutho told me), it is always random & thinking of loads of things, I don't think my mind has ever had a nano-second of free time or rest time, I am always thinking of something & have some really big & strange dreams in the night & remember some of them too. Back to the topic, u might have noticed by now that it isn't fixed & wavering in one or the other direction, so I agree to it.
I love nature, & wanted to be a Nature Photographer once, like my dad was once, but kept it aside for something more stable & secure. It is more like they aren't telling me what to do, but I am stuck or stagnent for them now, what I am doing has been, is & will always be for my family, & I don't have the pleasure or the right to take risks right now, atleast not before I have something stable & secure in place.
That is why I don't fight for myself ever, as far as I can remember, I have always been fighting for others, my sis, my parents, my friends, my cousins, etc, etc. How do we fight loved ones, no idea, so stopped fighting for myself. Ideas, I have more than a trillion, but how do I implement them.
I want to learn to control my mind, I even posted a request on the board here, asking if someone can tell me how to I can close my mind of too others & useless thoughts & bring my mind & thoughts in my control, I still didn't get a good answer to it, & if u can point me to some it will be very helpful. One thing that was recommended to me was meditation, but my working hours & time doesn't give me time to meditate, if it gives me 5 mins free time at a stretch it is a big deal.
This sounds very accurate & helpful sir. I think I would like to know more about family & relations, spirituality, health, luck & money.
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