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erik
Age: 43 Zodiac: 
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Location: The Netherlands
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 8:20 pm |
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Hello,
I want to share with you a, well, i don't know, is it paranormal, transcendental, mystic or magic ?.... i just post it here.
- summer 1999, Rishikesh, India :
......as i walked around Rishikesh with a very disturbed mind, agressive, fearfull, intolerant, easy to irritate, backbiting over little things, depressive, lonely and helpless (i think i did too much yoga, so there was a purification process going on), i remembered a year before in 1998, i met Daoud, a Christian car salesman from Beirout, Lebanon and he introduced me to a Swami from the Sivananda Ashram. I was also in a disturbed mood, because of yoga. As we were there in his office, i said that i was looking for God in Rishikesh. He asked me if i was looking in the right place for God and briefly rubbed his hand over my upper back in friendship or fatherly affection. I felt a current of soothing energy from his hand, relieving me from my mood, i was feeling much better.
So in 1999 i decided to look for this Swami again, just to find his quarters closed. I felt sad, but still i had the desire to donate some money to the ashram for feeding the poor baba's.
So i went to the office along the road and i donated 65 dollar.
When i came back in the Omkarananda Ashram, i lied down on my bed and didn't know what to do with myself, i felt terribly alone.
The moment i closed my eyes, a gentle "stroke" of air/wind was "blown" over my body from the tip of my toes to the top of my head.
I was surprised and got up, just to find myself in a state of mind, in absolute peace with myself, relaxed and positive !!
I was puzzled, feeling like this suddenly, but very thankfull for this blessing.
I remembered a dream I had a few weeks before, that could be a foretelling of this event and got up, still puzzled, to find it in my dreamjournal. I found it and it went like this :
...i was somewhere "above" and saw many old, wise man dressed in white gowns and having beards, they were seriously discussing something and finally gave their approval. I was waiting there, feeling i had to await their verdict. As soon as they approved, i heard some female voices behind me, giggling and softly laughing, it felt like i was their son, i really felt like this...end dream....
So all this might have been decided in the past, it was a magical moment for me.........
Erik
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