I believe in God but I also believe in Wicca.  I call myself a lightworker witch.  I only try to help, not harm.  I don't believe in the bible because men wrote it and it has been changed many times.  I don't believe that God is vengeful but a loving God who believes in each of us.  I think that he can see into our soul and see what we feel.  You have to find your truth and how you feel. He has forgiven you but you have to forgive yourself. Every day is a new beginning.  I believe we are all psychic but have to let it develop.  Trust in yourself and don't be afraid.  Find your path. When I do anything, I ask for the spirit  to be with me.  You have to do what you believe is right.  If it feels wrong to you, don't do it. Good luck . I know what a hard path it is to make that decision.

It is a hard path. To have ways of thinking that are opposed to each other residing under one roof.  Well, it can get a little crazy in there.  I like your philosophy of being a lightworker. I read a little bit about it in your blog.  If you make your blog accessible to registered users only - meaning members of M-B - you won't get spammed to death like it is now.  Then you can clean up (which may take time) or disable the shoutout box, so it is a more readable format. That can be done by clicking on My Blog CP at the top of the window, then change Reply Privileges from Guests to Registered Users and then change Show and Enable Shoutbox from Yes to No.  Then click Update My Blog at bottom of page.  And, hopefully, this may encourage you to blog some more, because it would be nice to see more entries in your blog.

Very well said amadea, I know it is a hard path, but it is a right path & I admire u on ur strength that u decided to take this path & stuck to it, u are great. Take Care.

& yeah u can make the change in ur blog like Earl said so it is a much more cleaner & better place.

Well, it looks like Amadea brought her blog back and it looks great