i think we all misunderstand each other's words from time to time. you need no forgiveness vishwas, you haven't done anything wrong. i always value your take on things. i know we are friends and u would never try to hurt anyone. you told me not to call myself an idiot and i say the same to u. maybe i'm a little to strong in my responses to things and ppl take it for anger or negativity, when that's not the case. i don't know how to be any other why then i am. maybe anger is coming through in my posts, not the first time someone said that to me.. i'm always willing to take a look at my actions, and if it is coming through than i will work on it. i have no problem seeing my faults and correcting them. or admitting them. and i'm not ashamed of who i am. after all there is no shame in your faults, it's part of being human. i will say this and then i will not post in this thread again, i have never directed anger toward a specific person. things posted my make me angry, but i still value the person making the statement. it's not a bad thing to have reactions to stuff. there are things that make me sad, mad, happy, inspired, etc. that is life. everyone has an opinion, let it make you feel how ever it does. but don't take it so personal that you feel the need to lash out about it. i'm OK, your OK, and everything's going to be OK. take care my friends.

peace,
wicked blackcat