First off thank you for your reading...I am amazed on how different, but accurate the different readings have been.  It really helps me to take a GOOD look at my strengths..and weaknesses.  I like to be the best person I can be and appreciate the help.  I like to know what I have to work on.  

I tend to be the neighborhood mom...is this what you mean?  I like to mother everything...or does it have to do with my up-bringing.  I mothered my own mother....and still do...she was very strict, but not really a great influence for me.  My grandmother was my nurturer and teacher...even though  I lived with my mother I escaped to my grandparents at every opportunity...they took the time to help me develop...if this makes sense.  I am the oldest of 5 children and my mom wasn't exactly stable so I had a lot of responsibility.

My husband often complains that I don't worry enough...and he will be happy that you concur..I should take things more seriously and work harder at helping problems be solved.

I often wonder what I should be doing with my gift and try to help people heal spirtitually...I love that you reinforced this for me...you know how we can doubt ourselves and this does help my confidence.  Thank you again.  I will walk a little lighter today.

I had to come back to add that I do have very high energy levels...been diagnosed with ADHD....adult ADHD....I tend to be very happy most of the time and energize those around me...but there are a few individuals I come across who have adverse reactions to my energy...again, you are very accurate.  I do meditate to keep my energy focused in a positive way...but I often joke I have two gears...either I go 100 miles an hour or I am parked!  LOL..no in between for me.

So it is nice to hear that you are using the positive side of 11.Generally,it is very difficult for people of master numbers to recognise their own talents.But once they recognise it & develops it then their name shoots to high in their circle of community.
The two number people are mostly dreamers.They will have plenty of ideas.But rarely they implement it.They are very sensitive & sympathetic to the people.This causes them to have lot of friends surrounded around them.But due to seven total in your dob,you may be restricting the circle.For eleven people meditation should be compulsory thing.And I am happy that you have been in the practice of meditation too.So we can assure that you are in the right path.Nurturing is one of the quality of a number two person.But two is more concerned with the physical world but 11 has more concerned with psychic or spiritual plane.But both are concerned with the sensitivities of the people.Mahatma Gandhi who was born on 2nd October has given his preference in releasing people from physical bondage from Britishers.He worked in material plane.Psychic healing profession suits you best.You can do marvels in that area.As your numbers are showing strong foundation in that area.If you develop you are surely to be in the limelight!I wish you good luck.
So association with your grand parents has been correct.

You know what's funny though..the thought of being famous for anything scares me.  I have met a few very famous people and felt the burden they carry.  I don't want it!  I like attention, but don't like to be the center of attention.  When I get too good or attract too much attention...I run away.  I will sound like I am bragging, but there is no hope for it...but what ever I set my mind and energy on I get real good at....all that energy I have to burn...but when I get to the point I could make good money, or start to gain notoriety for what I am doing I will stop and start something else.  Maybe I am not using my energy in a positive way.  I really never thought about it until I read your reply.

I had been told when I was young that two elevens can also signify a great Karmic Debt.  When I meditate on this I get a wall.  Not too many times I can remember I get an actual wall.  I was afraid to mention it earlier..but since you have been so much help, and so kind...might I impose on you once again?  It's been there for awhile and  I know I will need help to get past it and if you are willing......?

I have always found it curious that I have friends from every walk of life and they are all so  very different...in professions...material possesions, and personality wise.  They do have one thing in common....they are truly GOOD people. ...and each one contributes their kindness freely.

Generally seven people(your total number being a seven) have strong likes & dislikes.Though they are in limelight of the society they do not like their family or private life disturbed in anyway.Too much questioning often irritates them.They always wants time to answer anything,so naturally they dislike competition in anything.But that doesn't mean that they lack knowledge.Since they do not want to pestered by the things they just avoid it.Naturally seven people are attracted to the people because of their skills.Because of that opportunities are thrown in their path.But the choice is totally in their hands.Due to 11 the characteristics of two i.e. shy nature adds here there by restricting themselves to the opportunities.Even if great opportunity comes also they won't go if they have believed in some other thing than this opportunity.But the goal of seven is to attain perfection & spread that knowledge to others.The biggest challenge lies here in exhibiting oneself to others.If they won't do they may get the name that though they are talented they are not able to make use of it to either public or to themselves.So a seven has to rightly understand their being and know how to balance their private & public life.
Your highest challenge is one.This number denotes that you need to develop assertiveness & diplomatic talents.Will power is more required in exhibiting your talents.Ego problems (it might be highly dominating nature or too shy nature with public) always restricts your opportunities to succeed in your endeavours.You need to recognise this character in you to overcome it.Since you are practicing meditation,I hope you have overcame this problem to a large extent when compared to your past existence.
There is nothing really like karmic thing.But to live some numbers is very difficult for some people as the environment may not be helpful to them to live their talents.11 is a spiritual number.A 11 can be a happy soul when they have spiritual atmosphere around them.When they live in mundane world generally it looks a difficult number to live.But if they live in some monastry it might be an easy number to live by.Generally we do not recognise our talents,that's why we always feel confused & land into wrong jobs against to our talents in order to settle fast in life.If one recognises where they stand exactly then half the problem is over.Numerology just helps us in recognising ourselves in a clear way.

Reminder, not to be quite so stuck on the 11 aspect of all of this, and perhaps that is where the 'wall' is coming from.  Remember also, numerology involves the sums of the letters in your birth name and currently used names.  Just to add a little more color and depth to us.