Hello Michelle Lynn Pettry ,

here's what i derive from the data you gave

you talk straight and that might sometimes hurt others.
you might sometimes have a strained relation with your mother
might have mutliple affairs but none will last long as you dont find anyone attracting you for long time

Wow Thanks Miriam! I just read my report and it sounds just like me. My intuition is getting so good that sometimes it scares me. But I don't really know how to control it.

Like I don't know how to tap into it when I want to. You know what I mean.

So far at the age of 25 I have been through alot of difficult times and When I was reading my karmic section of my report it kindof hit home. I became a mother at 17 yrs old and my daughters father was very abusive mentally and physically.

I left him when my daughter was 3 yrs old, I have been alone since. I became very independant. Me and my daughter have lived together alone for almost 6yrs now. And I've always been responsible but I did always give into cravings as spending and not budgeting my money.

Well finally this year I have got myself out of that habit and I am doing really well and I am not a spend a holic no more. lol!!! I finally got my act strait.

Relationships are the hardest for me, not trying to sound stuck on myself but I am a very attractive female but my love life is horrible. But look at this pattern with the number 4. I was with my daughters dad for 4 mnths and I got preggo with her. The first relationship I got into after I left her father only lasted for 4 months and then another relationship I got into after that one only lasted for 4 months. Isn't that strange.

So in the past say 6 yrs I have been in 4 relationships (see there is that 4 again) the 4th one is a great man that I let go, he is the one love that I pushed away. our timing was always very poor. I met him right when I got out of my relationship w/ boyfriend # 1 after my split from my daughters dad.

I was so confused and still heart broken I didn't know what I wanted to do and I took him on an emotionall roller coaster but I warned him ahead of time. I really hurt him. We had such a strong connection and we got back in touch a few months later and he was involed with someone and then he called me a month after that and I was involed with someone and he left me a message on my cell phone and the voicemail cut out before I got his whole #

And then I ended up getting my phone # changed because my current boyfriend wanted me to (i'm a dumba**) and I can't stop thinking of him and the last I heard of him was on that voicemail an year and a half ago.

I miss him so much. My "intution" is telling me that since I never called him back and he probaly tried to call me back and my number was changed he probably thought that me and the guy I was eith was really serious. But we weren't.

I want to find him so bad but I can't. I looked everywhere and still no luck. I am kindof praying to let the universe let us bump into eachother. I keep asking the universe to give me one more chace with him. The pain in my chest when I think of him is horrible and it literally hurts.

I met him in 2003. But I am not going to give up hope. I really want to see him so bad and I want to let him know that I didn't get his whole phone # . I love him and he never knew. And I know he loved me but never got a chance to tell me cause I never let him.

I don't want to grow old alone. I have been single for so long and living without a mate for so long that I am afraid that it's going to get stuck in stone. Alot of people tell me that I am to independant and my heart is to hard.

My heart isn't to hard I just haven't found the right person yet that I want to share that with. Actually my gut tells me that I did find him but I let him go.

Sorry so long.

Thankyou so much fot that report, I really appreciate it.

-Michelle

Miriam
I was just reading the report again trying to analize it. So this year I will probably be alone right. Basically this year I am supposed to get my life and finances and stuff organized? I was kindof afraid of that because my gut has been telling me the same thing, that this year "2005" is about getting my life together.

So far I quit smoking, quit partying (going out every weekend) quit spending and splurging. And have been more resopnsible. And I have done all this in 2005 so far. 2003 I was a wild child, 2004 I was too, but this year I have been like mother teresa LOL!!~!!. See I actually liked being single but now I don't like it no more I am lonley and my heart wants someone. So basically this year it's not going to happen huh?

-Michelle

Hi Michelle. Wow, I am so sorry for what you have been through. Thats a lot for anyone to handle. However yes, the 4 year is NOT a time to party. That is for certain. Next year is going to be a 5 year for you, and you may find yourself searching constantly, not being able to sit still. You may experience some new adventures. I am not sure if I will be able to get to it today because I haven't been feeling all that well I am having problems with sleeping and I'm constantly aching. I am wondering if I have fibromyalgia but I promise to soon look at your astrological chart and see what I can come up with. I'll draw a progressed chart, and a solar return chart as well which will give you an idea of what to expect from your birthday this year to your birthday next. Hang in

Miriam

Thanks Miriam, I hope you feel better, I am sorry to hear you are not feeling good.

Have you been relaxing with your feet up? Drinking warm tea with some honey in it and doing breathing exercizes? Maybe even possibly reading? That's just a vision I got when I read your post , like I said I'm not that intuned with my intution but sometimes things just pop up. If you haven't done that I would try.

I hope you feel better and I appreciate it!

Thanks a bunch
-Michelle