Thank you very much for the info enumero123!
But, there are a few other things I've haven't said. I've told no one cause the people I know are too closed minded. My wife gets too spooked.
Well, during the time it started I lost the gift of faith. I do a lot of reading and researching during my free time. I've come to realize the God and the bible are not what people think. Way too many contradictions and inconsistencies in the bible. Over 200! And the true identity of God is another story. Don't want to get in to that now. Being half Native American I look up more to the spirits.
But, during that time. I started seeing shadows. Noises around our house. My wife says I sleep walk more often. I'm always looking up at the sky. I feel very strange at times and I go to my office and shut the door. I feel the need to be alone. I'm not sad though.
Why? When you mentioned Angles around me then why these moments? Like I said, it started around the time when 4:44 started appearing. I always feel that something is going to happen soon. I don't know if it's bad or good just something.
I don't mean to rant my friends but there are too many questions and no answers. I don't know where to turn.
BTW, my marriage is not being affected. We're very happy.
