This is regarding Chaldean numerology....

I'm looking to change my name. I was actually named after my grandmother who has now died. I went through adoption and my name changed. I was wanting to go back to my birth name to honour her memory. Anyway, I'm finding that her or my original first name adds up to a number 12 =3 and when I read about 12 here http://www.namemylife.com/meanings.php#tabs , the number seems negative and with some possible 'destruction of the family unti'. Interesting that..... My first name now is actually positive which makes it harder to change to a number that may leave ill affects. I just really want to change back for matters of the heart.

I have a middle name and double barrel-surname. My question is if I were to change my name back to my birthname, but my middle name and surnames are all positive good numbers, could they perhaps take the heat of my negative first name number away or block it's negative influence? I'll be honest my birthname was Anna. I have a different name now, so want to change it back. for my grandmother. I can't spell Anna any other way...it just comes out to 12. I'm not a fan of it spelled as Ana and it's not our family name. The name Anna goes way back through out line. I love the name Annalise, as it also has Anna in it, but feel it would be cheating.

Please advise.......... I don't want to make changes that will put badly influence my life's outcome.
Kindest regards...............

perception my friend, every number or combination of numbers  have( good and bad qualities)  the answer lies  its in knowing these  qualities and how one uses them  .  finding balance and harmony within the seeming unavoidable chaos is key

Thank you enumero123 for your reply.

I understand what you are saying about numbers having positive and negatives. However, if one name is overwhelmingly negative in a line of other mostly positive names, can that still have a negative influence on you? I mean if you use this negative name, but the rest of the names are positive compound numbers, could the more positive numbers kind of shield you from the bad one?  Or could this one bad apple kind of sink your battleship?

Kind regards............

anna 12/3    as a personal number vibration  .you are an unusual person who has accumulated inner strength through your unique experience .your poise sets you apart from the common world, which looks upon you as a sort of oddity .

your thoughts are centered in spiritual analysis rather than judgment of others . you have a perfect tolerance for divergent beliefs philosophies and life styles ,and yet you walk in all things to the world.

you know that reality is illusion, and illusion, reality .many people in the world are ill, in great suffering and poverty unable to exist in harmony with others and have trouble accepting even themselves .

you know that these afflictions are expressions of the law of cause and effect and that whatever happens is a result the individuals own choice ,either conscious or unconscious .

modern science and psychology have proven this. by reversing or changing your thoughts ,you become free of physical encumbrances .knowing these facts ,you embrace a philosophy that the world laughs at because your thinking seems wrong .

yet , without antagonizing anyone ,you  have quietly reversed your way of life and at the same time come to understand others peoples ways. peace and serenity fill your being, because even though you are earthbound, you have attained a measure of freedom. your life is free of materialism and worldly matters .

you epitomize wisdom, by crucifying the personal life, you have allowed the true self to be born. others come to you for peace and guidance, needing your faith in life and in themselves.

your life may be one of voluntary sacrifice in which you encounter difficulties ,trails and renunciation, however no adversity can disturb your deep serenity. you have trod the wheel of Ezekiel, the zodiacal circle and have accumulated the courage ,wisdom and presence of mind that will preserve you

again every number and combination of numbers contain both negative and positive  within themselves .its how we connect to these energies, how we use them that makes it interesting .....our core numbers  life path ,expression, hearts desire  birthday number are of the utmost  importance and must be learned and known , all other  numbers including name variations are but modifiers  .