I can confirm the very mean childhood; and I found when I tried to conform to fit in groups life was even worse.  The only road is to continue to be original.  I remember as a child I knew I was here on Earth to help make change.  

Leading a normal life, I don't even know what that is...Thank  you for explaining it takes a long time for people to accept 11.  I don't expect at this age to really ever have much pleasurable interaction with people.  I am settling down to one town with my son and grandson after working in Alaska and elsewhere.  There isn't a place that is more advanced and willing to accept, so now I will just stick it out where I am at.  At least less people are considering me crazy. In the 70's amd 80's I was the only woman in my field.  Now there are others.  My son is mixed raced and if its not the racist then its the sexist trying to undermined me.  I always wondered why it was that I had an idea and everyone would say ba humbug,,,,then someone else would bring it up and get the credit.  Its as though we 11's can't have any recognition in life; because to learn no pride or self worth and only doing for Gods sake and this is enough.   One more of your thoughts I would like to touch on is the treating everyone as soul mates with unconditional love.  This concept is very true and really gets me in trouble.  Wordly types think I'm trying to attach myself to them and think that there has to be conflict instead of cooperation.  I've pretty much isolated myself at this point in life to keep the negetivety down.  Thank you again for the write up!  I know for one I really appreciate your time and work.

For the first time I have a name number...its a 22, so I take it I spould read up on the 22?

[b] My life path a 22, destiny-11 personality-33 maturity-33 and soul urge 5. I've studied numerology for years and I have never seen numbers quite like mine. My life has been difficult...to say the least. I spent a percentage of my life in a drug induced stupor. But, I have no regrets. I am proud of my accomplishments and talents. If I hadn't of had my experiences, I wouldn't be me. And, I couldn't possibly know or understand how to help people if I hadn't actually been there myself. I am a psychic on a major network on the web. That position gives me a chance to take what I have learned and guide others. I have managed to develop a couple of other "abilities" such as healing techniques, that allow me to help others also. I do believe that I am a VERY old soul and my purpose is to help other souls evolve.

Hi,

A lot of master numbers can make life difficult.

Try to keep your feet on the ground, not scatter your energies and try remaining conventional, as their would be changes since past +- 9 months.

You have a very good mind.

Your username is very lucky for you.

RishiRahul

I am happy to hear you are doing so well.