444.... the 4 brings the need to define and order things. the number 4 i symbolic of a square window, through which we see ,therefore ,you must exercise vision insight and analysis.because you are able to see into the heart of any situation, you may be called upon to use your reason and judgment .previously hidden aspects of the past may be revealed during this period ....

4+4+4 =12/3 waiting period change of view reversal submission  STOP LOOK AND LISTEN .this is a quiet pause in your life when you should spend a moment  thinking learning to see things as they really are not as they appear .by brings seemingly conflicting polarities into perspective in your mind you create an inner harmony  that is reflected out to your environment

13  change release transformation  ............... the 111     new beginnings decisions independence .....1+1+1=3  growth travel self expression  
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13/4  the number is associated with suspicion and misconception.  you can expect the changes that will bring an  end to conditions that no longer serve a useful purpose in your spiritual journey .any rigid thought patterns must be altered and dispose of .only through the death of the present circumstance can you be released freed to open the door for progress.old ideals must be swept away to make room for new people and stimulating conditions .change is the basis of earthly manifestation .upon the wave of change you can sail to a new level fresh lifestyle. the expansion (3) of the original life force (1) ultimately produces form (4) earth

the 4 at times can be a sign of frustration a need for order structure practicality
111 again we see the 3 the  number of manifestation expansion ,the one is symbolic of self ,stress ,loneliness.

Thank you for all the help.  It is really my life right now and I am seeing how doing the numbers helps.