those were the numbers that showed up in my dream the other night. 19th floor and i was given a date 2 to 3 weeks or months. anybody figure that one out?

i seen and read a few of your post  i believe you need to take a deeper look at what this 19 vibration is about and how it is effecting you .

you seem to be very intuit  . if the 19 is sending karma your way  .finding balance is very important  also understanding of others is important  .



The person with the 19 Karmic Debt will learn independence and the proper use of power. You will be forced to stand up for yourself, and often be left to stand alone. Difficulties will be faced and overcome through personal struggle.

One of the central lessons for people with the 19 Karmic Debt is that you stubbornly resist help. Much of your independence is self-imposed; you simply don't want to listen to others, or to accept the help or advice of others.
The 19 Karmic Debt can become a self imposed prison if you do not open up to the reality of interdependence, and the mutual need for love.

The most important lesson for the 19 Karmic Debt is: While you seek to stand on your own feet, you are still a human being, deeply connected with others and in need of the support, assistance, and human understanding that all people need. Those with the 19 Karmic Debt will learn the hard way that "no man is an island," and that we are, indeed, "all bits of the main!"

Well i dunno if any of this counts but, me and my bf are in a long distance relationship thats diffacult for me at times but i think hes trying to teach me patiance and since hes on the road alot maybe trying to teach me that distance makes the heart grow fonder. Yes i'm very stubborn when it comes to taking advice from other people and people who try to help me. i have a learning disability and if people wanted to help me i always tried to reject it because it would make me feel bad and stupid if they wanted to help me, i like to try and do things on my own before i ever ask for help. that last part i'm not really getting, what do you mean  by "Those with the 19 Karmic Debt will learn the hard way that "no man is an island," and that we are, indeed, "all bits of the main!"

it gives meaning to the early part,  that what you are going though is of you own doing  independence and making your own way is important  .but help and advise from others is a act of love .not always meant to hurt    Quote   i always tried to reject it because it would make me feel bad and stupid if they wanted to help me, i like to try and do things on my own before i ever ask for help.  19 reduces to 1  it calls to mind ego self  the opposite of 1 is 2  bringing this vibration in to play  which is about  cooperation , balance,  being receptive to others and so on  will fix the chaos that you seem to be feeling .
affirmation for the 2

i find the truth in both sides of an argument
and create bridges of understanding.

i can cooperate with others while remaining true to myself

i find my point of balance and peace within myself and bring these into my relationships

ahh got it now thanks