Hello Trinakay,
The Bible states that people who have problems like shaking, and memory loss are all signs of not
being in accordance with God, or God's wishes.
In that same way, do not ever see signs as frightening, and if you don't already, good. You musn't accept any sign as ever a bad sign. Now that that's out of the way..
You know people have twitches, consciously blink, make certain noises, etc, even though they don't have turrets. Not too long ago i was lying in bed and i was doing something with my ears, a sort of abnormal manipulation with the muscles. I remember this twitch when i was younger (i used to have quite a few, very annoying twitches). I was annoyed with it and i said to God that i understand this as a sign, that he was bugging me because i
was doing something. I asked that he let me know so that i may stop what i was doing. Well, the actual sign is a bit personal but it did come to me within 10 seconds, and i realized the problem. It was a matter of selfishness.
So, you see these signs and you look-on in amazement, in wonder, but where are you with God? Not that you have to be a religious drone but i suggest you ask God what the deeper meaning of it all is. You think there is "something" behind it so you should think about this. In order for "something" to be behind it it must have a consciousness. If it then has a consciousness, what is it trying to communicate with you. Indeed that is what you are trying to figure out but look at it from someone else's perspective. Everytime it happens your mind focuses on, perhaps, God or Divinity of some sort. Maybe you just aren't that "far" to relate what you experience to a Divine being but perhaps you should.
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So, not to say it IS something you are doing but as the common thought is that the 111 or 1111 patterns are gate-ways for you to realize that your thoughts are or will be manifested by a Divine source, usually associated with Angels. As you stated your mind is foggy. These experiences, patterns, gate-ways are fog-lights in that they help you see. They may not help you see what you want to see but nevertheless they bring clarity, if only for a few minutes. Where do the fog-lights lead you? UP! (touch your head!)
It is a time of clarity for a certain reason. You may find it extremely beneficial to look into practices or, for now, any spiritual sort. You may find your calling in meditating, and oh the mysteries and power and joy to be gained from it! Many things can happen for you, take the time to explore!
Good luck and i hope you raise your children well.