I found him! Friday when I got off work I picked up my daughter and my friends picked me up and then we went to that parade, and not even 10 minutes being there, my one friend that I just got back in contact with that knows him, grabs my arm and runs with me and I said Stacey what are you doing and she said there's Anthony.
Oh my gosh my heart dropped and as I was approching him it was like slow motion, and the look on his face was a huge surprise and the feeling that I got that came over me when I was approaching him (seemed like slow motion) I felt like when he seen me his heart went to his throat and I felt that he thought he would never see me again, I felt he felt very happy to see me and I also felt that his feelings for me were still there.
Well he grabbed me and gave me the biggest hug and then he let me go and then he grabbed me again a gave me a hug. I told him that I have been looking for him for a year and he smiled and said oh really. And I told him that I didn't get that last digits of his phone # the last time he ever called my old phone #.
There is one problem. He has a GIRLFRIEND! I asked him do you have a girlfriend and he said yes, it's not the same girl that he was with the last time we gotr into contact but a new one. He has been with her for almost or about a year now. He lives in her apartment with her. ( But he's lived with other girls before so that isn't unlike him)
I was soooo disapointed when I found out, I was like I was going to give you my phone # but you have a girlfriend, and he said I'll take your phone # and he smiled when he said that. Now he is NOT the cheating type at all, so this has me wondering what his motives are.
Then every where I went at the festival eaither me or my friends I was with would notice that he was right behind us. At first we thought it was by accident but it kept happening way to much that everytime I looked or turned around he was right there. And he would be looking at me and then he would also stop me and talk to me or if I was just standing there he would walk up (and I wouldn't even know he was comming) and start talking to me and stand there with me,
And when he would talk to me he would be real close to me and he would be staring at me while I was talking. It was like he just wanted to grabb me and kiss me. It was like he was hanging on to every word I was saying and it was like he was studing my face as weird as it sounds.
He always wanted to meet my daughter but I never let him because I wan't ready well she was there with me and I introduces them and he keeped staring at her and smiling and talking to her.
The feelings and everything that I got from Friday night with him were all positive and I know that he still has feelings for me, cause I literaly felt them from his energy if you know what I mean. But the problem is , is his girlfriend.
I don't know what to do. He hasn't called me yet. But now my intution is getting blocked to where I can't tune in. I don't want to give up hope. But something is telling me to be pateient.
Miriam what do you think about our encounter?
-Michelle
Sorry so long
