If you ask me, if you focus on something, yes, there's going to be a pattern of ups and downs. Guess what? IT's NORMAL! Laugh as much as you can, it's healthy! There will be moments that won't be as happy... they will pass!

Also, did anyone ever notice, the more you are aware of bad things, the more you see the good things, the more you are aware of shadows, the more light is present, the more loss you experience, the more gain you realize once things turn around? It's the way things are... you call that DUALITY. Every positive has a negative, every negative a positive. They can't exist without each other. One will never exclude each other. What you are experiencing are natural cycles and the duality of LIFE! ENJOY IT!!!

Hugs!