thank you dear, sometimes I feel I am all alone and no one understands how I feel...My diagnoses is clinical depression with auditory and visual hallucinations.
I am presently on the maximum dose of seratonin allowed by law and a couple of antipsychotics for good measure. the right medicine helps even if its for something supposedly different from what you have. I by the way have been suicidal most of my life.
I tried to cut my own throat with a box knife razor and cut my wrists more than a few times with broken glass.
the knife was as sharp as it was supposed to be but it only left a scratch on my neck.
the glass cut my wrists but healed minutes after I did it and I tried six or seven times.
I only have two scars on my left arm and they arent very visible for some reason.
so i figured i was here for some cosmic good reason and I think you are to.
maybe its only to be a comfort in misery dear...but its very comforting to know someone appreciates what you have been and are going through.
self knowledge is the best healer aside from healing someone else. god and the universe bless you and I am here if you want to talk. thank you for your openess and good heart, living in love with the truth, your friend lorina.

Hello Lorina.  It sounds like you have 'drinkin disorder' Rosisan Veganel  .
You actually don't scar with vestal promise ./.  Did your advanced science
clinician say you regenerate or heal with 'amytrolatern newly found order'
and did you have bad dreams about being prodded with scathing hearing.

I some factually apologise about saying clinician. The foreign disorder with
improper including awful dreams of losing one's wholeness to mal science,.
can be terrifying.  You might have a bond to a foreign planet with disastrus
intention hoping to heal the humanity properly with warning about horrific ,
practice and I say you are safe and not bothered by these dreams really . .

I won't bother you with it .. senopsychosic dreaming was an awful disorder.
I suffer with them occasionally. Don't mind my statement. I will cast a spell
for you to send away the foreign menace I see as bothering you from afar.

As often, maybe this comment did not make sense.. SaLah. Intention given.     Evard