Good afternoon everyone.
I hope it's ok that I post this here. I checked through the forum and didn't see anything quite about what I'm asking but just in case I apologize if something like this has already been discussed.
First off, as a child/young teen I started developing Clairaudience I think (I had been sensitive in many ways since childhood - for a detailed explanation of my background everything is explained in my post in the "Introduce yourself" section of the forum) . I started hearing thousands upon thousands of whispers and had some negative experiences all in the same time frame and basically got freaked out.
Now years later I am working on reawakening that ability and have found that I can turn on the whispers almost at will but still can't get any to be quiet so I can hear one or two clearly. It's almost ear-shattering how loud it is.
From what I've read, most people seem to here the voices or a voice inside their mind. I can hear my guide sometimes in my mind (usually in quick images or short phrases of warning, etc... I also hear him with my right ear if it's really important which is accompanied by a quick pain in that same ear - probably to get me to pay attention lol) but these voices are not internal. I hear them as loudly as if thousands of people were yelling at me and it's not particularly pleasant as it gives me a headache.
At least I can turn it off at will (most of the time) but would really like to figure out how to tune into a few at a time if possible. Whoever they are, they must really want or need something to be talking so loudly!
I'd appreciate any suggestions.
