Sounds like a spirit that wants something from you, Skywalker... he wants to show you something... find out about the grounds your home is build upon... it's important. This spirit will not move into another realm until his mission is complete. I got some strong vibes from him when I read your post, my mind was suddenly totally focused; it was almost like I had some pressure in my head and a little bit of tunnel vision. He seems intimidating, but he's not trying to threaten you. But it is a proud and strong spirit. Ask the spirit out loud what he wants and ask him to lead you and show you what he wants you to see. Tell him that you are going to help him and do so. That would be my advice.

I don't believe he is your spirit guide, but a spirit that needs your help.

OK an now for over 1 hour and 9 minutes I could not submit this because my computer locked up at 11:11pm and I could not get it to restart by itself... so maybe we want to take this message more seriously *wink*

hey petravanilla, thanks for the input.  are you a medium?  my mind is only just getting to grips with all this.  i'm still learning the ropes on how to live harmoniously with this energy as a big part of my life. a lack of harmony has seriously screwed with my life.  it feels like i'm constantly running from it.  moving etc.  it runs in most of the women in my family.

so i've recently taken up the challenge of accepting it and started to learn about it, truthfully and genuinely.  i've been learning by experience, but its seriously hard work.  especially when theres very few people who understand or respect it.  it seems theirs a tonne of people out there that do it for the wrong reasons.  

anyway, onto this topic of 'big jolon'.  its so funny how the energy works through us huh?  the other day i bought a song (wild horses).  yesterday, i got the image of when i was in the canary islands on holiday.  i was at this private party, in a marquee type thing, in the middle of the desert, about an hour from any civilisation.  i stepped outside to get some fresh air and heard this thundering sound.  a tan coloured wild horse went galloping past me.  i looked around to out of disbelief of what i'd just seen and their was no one else around.  this image stuck with me, i knew it had meaning,  it was ment to be.  until the other day, (about 15 yrs later!) i only reolzed that it was the indian mans energy.  so i'm pretty sure he's been around for the longest time.  i wouldn't know if he's my guide or needs help. my sister said 'he's around to sprinkle fairy dust around you'  !!?? not sure what to make of that.

Only you can accept (or reject) this spirit around you.  If he has stayed for over 15 years he must have a purpose with you.  (spirit guide?)  It is up to you.  Work with him - communicate - find out what the story is to settle your fears.

i hear ya spirtalk.  i'm going to continue dowsing to see if i can get to the bottom of this!