Hardest lesson of all....go with the flow.  Relax into the meditation experiences as well as the Opening and Awakening that is taking place.

Well after I posted this, talked to my local psychic friend, he will give me a reading this next week.  He thinks I may have plateaued.  I may be just trying to hard.

Each and every meditation is an experience in learning and growing within yourself.  Set the tone for your meditation - are you in meditation for a rest or are you there to attune to spirit realms and learn from your guides?  

You have the capacity to take charge of your own mediumship.  How you handle it is about what you are ready to do and accept in mediumship.  It is certainly a personal journey.

Good post.  Thanks.  When you say "ready to do and accept mediumship", what should I do to take this apply it?

During the development stage it is all about opening and awakening to yourself and your own talents and abilities (note:  I do not call them gifts - as a gift is given without question; a talent is something we develop and work with to enhance).  Practicing with any and all exercises you can learn to attune with the spirit realms and your own personal spirit guides.  

When you are ready, many things will happen in your life to bring people, places, things to you for learning, growing and most of all for service to others.  Do not be anxious - all is in order with the spirit guidance that aids your journey when you attune to that source.