I watch those shows, I want to see the things they find.  But they are stupid and idiots.  That may not be right to say, but man threatening or harasssing spirits to get them to talk, RESPECT what you are trying to study.  I want to learn not harass.  You know?  I read more of the book, and he talks about the "beach of time".  Also communication and such with spirit guides.  Going to try it more and not stress it.

Hi Sabdnabfvr

As I read two or three of your postings in here about your issues...... I felt suddenly I was reading them in such a hurry....... not because they were not interesting...... I almost went along with your speed or sense of panic..... do you see what I mean? Your writing, your very 'aura' if I can use that word simply by deriving from your postings, gave me that sense of SPEED. I have to admit it was not a good feeling for me; I felt I was palpitating, running, but wanted to stop!

Perhaps this is what you are doing exactly in your quest and thirst for 'wanting to know it all'.

I want to see and find out - just like you - everything NOW! I am crap in meditating but I am getting there...

All I can say is, take it easy and be led to what you wish to 'see' or 'understand'. You are already doing what is needed...... let the rest to 'THEM' .

Blessings.
Cedars

sorry..... I meant to say

Hi Sandmanfvr....... correction to your name..

wonderful advice cedar!  The first step in mediumship development is trying to share all that we are learning as we go.  And we are a sponge for so much more.

I haven't been on here in a while.  I see your talking about me being "speedy".  You're right.  I am still chugging along, met a great psychic friend online, she is giving me advice.  I have actually seen in my minds eye with meditation my spirit guide (the main one).  I am getting farther along.  Thanks for all the replies, even though I didn't get back to this till now.  

I do feel a barrier right now.  Don't know why.  My psychic friend says I am on the verge of an awakening, I believe her, because my mediation is more intense and powerful, with alot of energy going into my body.  I saw my spirit guide and now I can feel like I am almost there.  I also saw the eye of horus(sp?).  So I am wondering what is up.