ok  1  i  dont  know  if  this  is  the  right  area  so  peas  correct  me  if  im wrong  2  ill  be  honest  ive  watched  way  toomuch  x-men  (the  term  gift  stuck  along  with  outher  various  things)

ok  so  onto  my  questions  an  that  ive  allways  been  able  to  focus  on  someone  an  physically  feel  whatevers  hurtin  them  (allways=like  like  last  5-7  years  sence  i  started  noticing  atuff  like  really  noticing  it  an  had  my  own  highspeed  unmonotored  net  connection  an  that)  usially  ill  notice  durin  immin  like  im  chattin  with  a  friend  some  reason  ive  decided  to  see  if  theres  some  outher  answer  or  that  ill  feel  there  pains  or  just  chattin  online  ill  feel  stuff  yea  it  can  annoy  me  occasionally  no  it  dosent  ever  really  "hurt"  me  it  just  is  im  shure  ive  felt  broken  bones  too
so  anywho  i  was  chattin  with  someone  an  im  tryin  ta  see  if  i  can  take  it  further  or  not

another  little  "quirk"  mostly  while  immin  occasionally  while  postin  online  ill  get  some  info  fer  the  few  seconds  i  have  it  but  once  ive  typed  it  i  ferget  the  meanin  an  that  but  i  know  whoever  is  to  get  it  will  understand  it  (i  usially  say  dont  ask)  am  i  right  in  callin  that  channeling??  im  not  really  in  a  strange  state  from  what  im  usially  in

oh  yea  i  know  what  i  wanted  ta  mention  now  when  im  "seeing"  stuff  it  can  be  hard  fer  me  ta  intrepert  at  times  cause  ill  get  sences  of  physical  shapes  an  that  but  i  dont  have  any  luck  with  colors  id  love  ta  get  ta  where  i  can  read  auras  from  a  distance  (part  of  my  sencing  method  involves  me  projecting  to  the  outher  in  a  formless  state  ive  just  gotten  usted  ta  workin  from  energy  based  techniques)  but  i  dont  really  get  how  ill  do  that  if  i  cant  ever  get  much  so  yea

then  theres  the  whole  my  eyes  an  ears  are  gettin  better  thing  but  ill  ask  about  that  later  

any  thoughts  anyone???

Doing empathic work (as you describe) over the Internet is a real talent.  So many people can only sense when in the presence of the emotions of others.  Your internet abilities are a wonderful way to get a message across....why would you want any other?

Getting colors, seeing auras, etc. is another aspect of doing message work.  Yours is energy (color is made up of energy) so at some point it may come as color.  Be patient with yourself.  

All psychic abilities begin with our 5 senses (sight, hearing, smell, taste, touch - tactile and emotional) that we exercise in the material world and take to a psychic sensitivity within.  It is all about the energy of these talents within ourselves and projecting them for others.

Be careful in your work and use protective exercises.  Over the internet and at a distance can be as challenging as any other mediumship/psychic abilities.

really  why  wouldnt  i??  it  allows  me  to  help  people  better  (speakin  i  think  ive  been  pickin  up  from  a  dog  weve  got  here  lately  an  hios  meds  help  but  they  dont  do  as  well  as  they  should)  an  i  just  allways  thought  all  could  use  thru  the  net  or  that  i  guess  im  just  too  usted  ta  this  oh  one  of  my  friends  feels  really  limited  in  what  they  can  do  kan  knowin  what  im  able  ta  do  i  keep  sayin  thats  not  so  an  that  so  yea



i  try  patience  but  its  not  that  easy  it  was  before  tho  i  live  with  a  speed  demon  that  must  LIVE  to  rush  me  

ok  im  gonna  sound  stupid  but  explain  message  work  peas



oh  fun  i  usially  have  good  eyes  and  ears  tho  cept  fer  my  nose  all  my  sences  have  been  gettin  better  (i  can  even  feel  thru  a  glove  them  one  size  fits  all  ones)  so  that  then  gets  me  wonderin  why  i  can  "sence"  but  not  actually  see  with  my  gifts  (best  i  can  explain  is  like  how  toft  sees  in  avatar  the  last  airbender)



how  do  i  respond  to  that???  hmm  well  im  a  typical  guy  sometimes  im  not  really  that  carefull  tho  in  my  experioences  sofar  i  havent    needed  ta  be  to  my  knowledge  so  yea  as  fer  protective  exercisers  bout  the  most  i  ever  do  is  my  bracelet  (afew  years  ago  i  manefested  this  bracelet  actually  was  to  be  more  like  the  witchblade  if  youve  ever  herd  of  it  well  its  physically  felt  OFTEN  especally  thesedays  but  never  physically  seen  tho  outhers  have  seen  it  astrially)  an  by  now  thats  self-sustainin  so  yea

J:  I have to say...you do seem to be making a game of all the talents and abilities you have.  Have you done any serious mediumship training or development?  Are you even interested in development?  Or is it all a game to impress your friends?

There are serious phenomena involved and unless someone is serious about development they are best served to leave it alone.  If you play a game, you will get those drawn to you from the unseen world with the same intent (law of attraction).

we  have  the  dog  on  meds  ta  help  with  his  hips  an  i  really  dont  have  much  say  in  it  eighter  way  (my  mom  an  uncle  dont  really  know  much  of  my  gifts  i  mean  how  would  i  bring  it  up  in  the  first  place??  plus  theres  the  whole  "youre  crazy"  thing  and  then  theres  "prove  it"  thing  too  then  who  knows)  with  envying  someone  i  really  dont  try  to  its  justy  id  like  to  actually  see  like  colors  i  could  proubly  feel  what  the  persons  aura  is  saying  about  them  



well  i  uated  ta  use  the  net  more  directally  then  i  do  now  id  use  the  window  maximise  it  an  link  thru  montors  an  that  now  i  dont  have  ta  maximise  the  window  but  i  often  still  do  outta  habbit  tho  im  able  ta  say  i  know  ya  as  rme  (rogue  marie  elisa  its  one  of  my  yahoo/aim  accounts)  then  i  can  just  focus  on  ya  as  rme  an  get  anythin  id  need  no  known  distance  limit  or  that  its  kinda  fun  but  any  outher  info  will  confuse  me  



i  was  more  patient  afew  years  ago  but  its  really  dulled  down  --actually  ive  gotten  really  bored  in  the  time  likely  causing  some  ifnot  most  of  my  impatience



i  try  tho  it  is  kinda  hard  at  times  an  ive  tryied  afew  different  techniques  just  fer  the  fun  of  it  tho  what  i  do  i  never  really  read  about  or  that  its  just  "natural"  ta  me



trainin  not  really  tho  id  kinda  like  ta  do  some  (an  really  how  many  do  you  know  in  life--not  thru  the  net--  that  are  like  me??  i  dont  even  know  anyone  else  in  life  i  know  outhers  that  are  gifted  but  not  quite  like  me  an  really  theres  a  part  of  me  where  i  really  think  this  shouldnt  be  happennin  that  its  kinda  mad  an  that  but  still  i  believe  in  my  gifts  an  that--there  was  a  time  fer  a  little  when  things  were  so  bad  i  lost  faith  in  everything  i  had  believed  in  well  needless  ta  say  i  hated  it  but  i  also  felt  powerless  ta  it  till  one  of  my  friends  kicked  me  outta  it  an  im  so  glad  he  did--)



i  know  of  the  law  of  attraction   yea  but  really  some  of  these  things  i  cant  stop  an  i  know  if  i  even  try  it  may  just  be  as  good  as  ripping  off  my  arm  or  that  (really  these  gifts  ARE  a  part  of  me  even  if  i  try  to  deny  them)  where  was  i??   im  definately  intrested  in  developing  these  gifts  but  im  really  unshure  where  ta  go  so  kinda  hard  there