most  important??  hmm  i  guess  id  like  ta  get  better  with  my  basic  sencing  id  kinda  like  full  control  but  thatd  wreak  some  of  the  fun  tho  (i  kinda  like  not  knowin  when  somethins  gonna  happen  if  i  learn  control  i  wel;l  ill  feel  kinda  like  in  stuck  in  a  cage)  an  im  so  usted  ta  multi  taskin  it  aint  even  funny  anymore  its  like  unless  im  literally  dooin  3  things  at  once  im  bored  in  some  sence  but  yea  i  cxan  try  it



as  am  i



an  yea  im  thinkin  thats  half  of  it  atleast(shees  my  biological  aunt  but  raised  me  so  yea)  an  its  more  i  dont  think  sheed  really  underst6and  or  that  so  around  her  asn  my  uncle  i  show  as  little  of  my  gifts  as  possible  so  if  i  happen  to  feel  a  broken  leg  ill  really  have  no  choice  but  to  supress  it  or  not  show  its  buggin  me  (i  mean  how  do  you  tell  medics  you  can  feel  where  bones  have  broken??  --yea  i  can  feel  my  bones  in  readin)

Ok so from what I have read you're Empathic, So your first move should be to put up some walls/shields so you can teach yourself how to control it. You'll then be able to take the walls up and down when it is necessary (like around your aunt and uncle).

I would say wait till you have accomplished this before trying to anything else as walls are our most essential defense.


Hope this helps

  Mystikal

Biyu,

         Well hon' I think that in talking in IM tonight that we have made a lot of progress in where you need to go and such... *huggz* (just cuz ya like em so much!!) I want you to know that I am here for you and will alway be here if ya need me... You aren't alone... I am with you...

          Lots of affection to you,
                                             Nyte... *smile* told ya I am annoying and will grow on ya...

mystikal--



actually  id  rather  lower  around  friends  i  mean  well  my  mom  an  uncle  are  likely  to  think  im  kinda  nuts  tho  ive  been  hintin  some  around  them  (various  things)  an  is  this  readin  thing  where  i  feel  pain  really  an  extreme  form  of  empathy??  cause  i  thought  empathy  was  just  emotions  an  cept  fer  yesterday  with  anger  i  havent  really  gotten  much  if  anythin  there  so  yea  an  i  think  that  was  more  just  annoyance  with  my  mom  then  anythin  

oh  yea  blocks  allmost  fergot  i  have  1  thats  allegedally  pretty  good  its  from  my  bracelet  an  i  think  i  want  ta  keep  my  bracelet  incharge  of  any  blocks  or  that  that  i  might  need  (its  origonally  based  in  the  witchblade  so  i  trust  it  plus  its  designed  to  be  self-sustaining  from  me)



what  would  you  suggest  fer  a  defence  or  that??  i  mean  i  could  proubly  get  my  bracelet  ta  do  whatever  ot  that  thru  manefestation  (it  only  sounds  hard)


it  dos  thanks


nyte--



you  KNOW  im  not  big  on  hugs  (actually  much  physical  contact  at  all  youll  have  ta  ask  me  about  marie  shees  part  of  how  i  got  thru  middle  school)  an  im  not  doubt  in  id  kinda  like  ta  chat  more  too  its  kinda  fun  (i  was  chattin  with  ya  an  2  outhers  at  one  time  fer  abit  too  i  STILL  managed  ta  get  bored  too)  an  yea  im  learnin  some  still  (im  not  claimin  ta  be  a  pro  or  that  just  i  know  what  i  know  tho  im  allways  willin  ta  learn)  so  yea  tho  if  i  see  ya  come  on  (i  use  tyrillian  it  keeps  my  4  yahoo  accounts  on  at  once)  ill  be  shure  ta  bug  ya



agin  you  KNOW  an  i  take  it  you  dont  know  how  annoyin  i  can  get  when  im  uber  bored  --but  fer  now  sone  fics  an  that  help  tho  imagin  talkin  ta  the  same  person  4  windows  4  DIFFERENT  topics  moys  find  it  annoyin  i  find  it  fun  most  get  worn  out  WAY  before  me

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Biyu,

      your warming up to me... *smile* I hope that you are having a good day and I will be on Im later... so I will see you then... (I have to be a grown up and do stuff, like cook dinner first) talk ta ya then...

    Nyte