Hi wisdomseeker12
I tend to agree with DragonKnight on this one.
I'm sorry to hear about your problems which are obviously of a serious nature to you personally.
It seems to me that what you need is both a doctor and prayer in whatever order you choose.
The info given by you is a little sparse, but you seem to have some personal problems that have lead to your present situation. The undesirables of the spirit realm will play with this, you are weakened while in this anxious state.
Pray for protection from Archangel Michael in love and light or reach even higher to the creator. If you don't mind taking drugs (and some don't like them) go to the doctor who should prescribe something to calm you and tide you over.
As has already been said you are master of your own mind, but sometimes we need several things at once.
L&L
Al
