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Hello.    I would like to ask your opinion on something you said in this lesson that particularly tweeked my mind and imagination into wondering.

I am an individual who has narcolepsy.    Together with the narcolepsy I have a few other ailments; being, cataplexy, halleucenogogic dreaming (excuse the spelling here) and sleep paralysis.

One particular symptom that I have at times is that my head starts to get electrical pulses going and I feel I think as you would if you stuck your finger in a light socket.    It starts in my head and is quite frightening at times  if it lasts too long.     The waves of electrical pulses go through my head and I think my body, except I am usually so intent on what is going on in my head that I forget everything else.     At times, if I am in a particular curious mood, I will try and make it stronger, and it gets stronger.    However, then I get a bit frightened and back down.

I also dissociate, or so medical professionals have told me.     They told me that it was helpful as a child, however, as an adult it is not.             I actually had my driver's license taken away due to this condition.

I have astral travelled since I was a young child in my parents' home, however, of course, I didn't know what that was until I grew up.     That too, they tell me is caused by my dissociation.  

I don't know what to think because I have seen spirits for years, off and on.    If it is on, it never quits.    I seem to be at a pause or something right now, I don't know why.

I would really appreciate  your opinion as to whether these electrical pulses, the out-of-body, flying, spirits, = can these all be attributed to medical conditions?      I have been told by more than one psychic that I have definitely got psychic abilities and that I should go the Tarot route, however, at the time I was told this, the psychic told me not to read the instructions, just to sit down and read the cards.

I haven't tried that because I guess I don't have the confidence to.

At one time, I had spirits come no matter where I lived.   While I stayed with a girlfriend in Ottawa a couple of years ago I had a terrible time with seeing spirits, etc.       One morning I told my friend about a fellow that I saw the night before and explained what he had on and his height, etc.    I even knew the colours of his clothing, etc.      She then arose and brought out a photo album and pointed to a fellow, and asked if it was him.    It was!     I was shocked and didn't know what to think.     Her husband had contracted cancer in that home and died a couple of years earlier.    I had never met her husband or even saw a picture of him, however, when she showed me the photograph, the clothing he had in my vision was the same clothing he had on in the picture.    Apparently, the shirt was a favourite of his.          Also during this time period I had other visions in that house, many.

I don't know what I am looking for, other than answers about myself and just what is the truth behind what has gone on for many years now.

I personally believe in a higher being, I have always believed.    I also know that I have two spirit guides, and I was fortunate enough to have them visit me on one occasion.   I have asked them to come back since then, but alas, if they did, I didn't recognize them.

I asked if there was a psychic in the forum that would do a reading for me, however, no one ever did.   I asked on two separate occasions.    I haven't had a reading done in so long, and I feel it in my being that I need one.   Strange to say that, however, that is how I feel and have felt for some time.    I do not have the extra budget now to pay for this, so I am out of luck.    I joined so-called free sites, however, before they will do anything - you have to pay them money.    It is very frustrating to have so many questions and not have any of the answers.

Thank you for reading this diatribe if you were able to get through it.     I know I probably should not be writing in such detail, however, to me I've just scratched the surface here with what has gone on in my life.    

I appreciate your classes and perhaps through meditation, I can get some answers or a gateway in which to walk through to get them.

yvonne/ylm

Meditation will be the key to understanding yourself.  As you struggle to make the mediation your own, questions will certainly arise.  (I did answer your other question re; meditation)

While I am not familiar with Narcolepsy and its symptoms, I can only suggest following doctors advise with anything that alters the mind.  I would think that could affect anything you do with regard to psychic, because it is the same instrument used.  I did  learn in healing classes, that the mind can only use one aspect at a time - in other words your mind is a mirror of your thoughts, when they are from the Narcolepsy they could be confused.  When they are from the spirit realms (guides, etc.) they could make more sense.  You certainly have your work cut out for you in deciding which is which.

I would also say here - many a psychic has been considered mentally ill because of visions and voices.  Be careful in trusting the medical profession to understand it all.  Unfortunately, the psychic community can not understand it all either.

Make your meditations when you know you are being clear in thought.  In that way you can remain conscious of the altered state that produces some interesting results. Do not let go of that consciousness, there is no growth in not knowing what we do and this can teach you many lessons.

As I stated in the meditation thread, there are ways to do this to make it your own.  It is perhaps more imperative to you than others, because of your illnesses.

God bless, J

Thank you so much.    I can't tell you how great it was to read your message.    At least, you not being a medical doctor can see perhaps that it could be a combination of the two, or one or ther other.     You see they give me medication to stop the symptoms, however, there are many times where the medication doesn't always work.    It is at those times when things happen.      If I quit my medicine, it is non-stop, night or day, and too much for other people to put up with.    

I really appreciate your thoughts on the matter.    I realize that common sense  tempered with an openness to accept whatever the future holds, whether it is one or the other is essential.   Further, I think that I really have to practice and practice medication, because I won't be satisfied until I've explained it to myself.  

yvonne/ylm

When we are in a meditative state we can also ask our questions of spirit - that means we can also question our illnesses and ask for relief and/or cure.  The mind can't do it all and again I suggest follow good, sound medical advice.  But adding your own efforts at wellness and happiness, can go a long way to making you a balanced person.  I wish you every success!