what courses can i take to start ,or tools or software where do i go from here,a little confuse thanks lluvia be blessed

It is totally up to what you want!  For a certification (Speaker, Healing, Demonstrator) course in Spiritualism, we require a commitment to doing essays of 500-1000 words.

I did not really see where your answer was, but I think one person gave you a theory. Start at your meditative center and feel your energies build allow yourself to reach out(at your crown chakra) let yourself expand and see the......light,door, or place that makes you feel good while in the astral ask your guide to help you.
Get back in--touch with what your missing. good luck.
BB

spiritalk,

I wrote this; do you think this helps:
Divination and how it works

 When you think about Divination, you think about tarots, Runes, I Ching and other types of scrying.  All of these forms  of divinations rely on three things. Symbolism, Intuition, and your Aptitude.

 Aptitude is what someone is, that has been doing a skill for a number of years. Sometimes you won’t have the ability to be adept in a specific skill. But don’t worry, no one can master all the different types divination. To be adept in something is to know that thing works completely. Front to back, inside and out.

 Intuition is to have Insight, Instinct, awareness a Sixth Sense of what things (cards runes, etc.) mean when you look at them and how they sit together. Intuition is also the feelings you get, when you get into a circumstance that you have not been directly prepared for, or to say studied. Intuition is how your guiding sprit lets you have a preconception of His/Her (the guiding-spirits) thoughts. Intuition also protects you when you’re in danger or about to be, that's another discussion. Intuition also works with symbols.

 Symbols are a form of communication. Symbols can be equated to the signs of the times. A sign tell you what’s going on. Symbols are how the spirit world talks with the living. Sometimes you may see symbols while your walking or riding around that gives you a feeling. This feeling could be a Spirit of the area (not your guiding spirit) trying to tell you something. If the symbol make you feel confused then most likely more not familiar with the symbol you have seen. At that moment (it take second or two) the uncertainty will be replace with the feeling your suppose to have. In that moment you’re guiding Spirit deciphers what the other sprit was trying to tell you. And in most cases if you’re not in danger you won’t get the deciphering. Instead the feeling is that you need to look up the symbol. We are here to learn how the spirit world and how our world deals with symbols. It is OUR duty to learn as many types of symbols as you can in this lifetime. The first symbols can be found on cave walls. It was a way to communicate and share what a person was thinking. Later anthropologist studied these symbols to find out the meaning. From the Druids, we have  
twenty-seven trees or plants that have a symbolic meaning behind them. They deal with Month, Color, and Classes (three different types) Letters, Meaning (spiritual, physical or emotional). The Ogham is from the same area and have some of the some trees (Birch, Rowan, Alder, Willow, Ash, Hawthorne, Oak, Holly, Hazel, Apple, Vine, Ivy, Reed, Blackthorn, Elder, Silver Fir, Fur, Heather, Mistletoe, White Poplar, Aspen, Yew, Spindle, Honeysuckle and Beech tree. Oh by the way not all of the aforementioned trees were considered sacred. But all do have meaning). Color, shape, size and maybe the historical upbringing of any symbol that your trying to shed light on could have different meaning at any giving time. It really all depends on how you “feel” about the symbol or sign that you see at that time that allows you to coherently decipher it. Symbols may have different meanings when they are next to, or in back of another symbol.  
The Pics and Celts watched nature and how things work together. With the understanding that some things happened when certain things occurred. They would take note of an outcome from the things they seen. In that way you could say that nature was telling them what was going to happen. It is like the “Odinistic” walk. When you take a walk in nature and while meditating or in an alter-state you allow yourself to see the different runes of Odin. This is a way to allow deity to let you in on what’s going on in your life, or in the near future. Now that I said as little as I could on the subject without getting in to too much detail here is a Picture of Symbol they're for discussion purposes. Now Lets Talk.

BB.

The astral is the lowest of planes with the uneducated and sometimes disruptive energies of lower spirits.  Reaching for the higher realms aids in the spiritual as well as mediumship journies so that our true spirit guides who love us are available.

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