Well i remember praying when i was a child but even then it always felt like a hollow action. As I have grown older I have come to understand that feeling a little better. Even as a child i never felt any kind of presence within myself that was not me and no presence outside of self that wasnt directly attributable to another person. In effect what I am saying is that while I believe there may have been some greater being than ourselves who may have played a role in the creation of the universe as we know it in our limited fashion. I have to date never experienced anything that in anyway gave me even the slightest indication that there was a god out there( in the sense that i understand all religions teach). I have looked into every religion I could find information about and at their core they all seem to say the same things ( with a few diametrically opposed exceptions) mostly that you can give over all your troubles and not worry just believe he will handle it for you etc etc. I prefer to face life with a clear rational mind and try to get as much information as i can so that any decisions i make will be as informed as i can make them. I understand that no matter what (according to all religions, no exceptions i could find) that in the end you and only you will be held responsible for every decision/choice you made even the ones that you made by choosing to not make one or not face the situation you were in. I have never believed in original sin simply because it made no sense to me. How can I be held responsible for someone else actions or decisions that i could not possibly have had and effect on.
sorry I ran on so long
This was a very hard thing for me to reconcile when i was young and much to my frustration it is still not totally resolved, i do not see much chance of it being resolved before i reach the end of physical existence. I expect that if there is existence other than physical existence I may have more information that may help resolve the issue of god and religion until then I only allow for the possibility and that is why I do not pray. I do have internal conversations with myself about every issue and choice i face.