If you meant........meditating on death........yes I have done that and I continue to do so often.

i tried that death meditation few years back. Its about you have to think about your death and about your family and friends. I get depressed and sad. I have decided never to die again. i am immortal now just like the people in lords of the rings.

i too am ready..can someone teach me ..i am so hurting that i want to die....i was a burden on my parents before my marriage..now i have got a divorce because of fear psychosis...i am so scared even to be alone in a room..i prefer to die rather than be a burden

I have died twice....or "coded" out as the hospital said.  75% from what I understand see the wonderous light.  The other 25% experience a serious battle or meeting with entities.  I'm part of the 25%.  I fought two demons in water and came out breathing and well worn.....and a little peaved if that is saying it nicely.  I talked with others that have experience NDE's and from what I was told. Apparently, I am doing everything in life that I am supposed to do....all that is good and generous. These two entities that I faced were there too make sure I was to be stopped.  They failed.

This was my experience.
I cannot offer any advice.  I can only tell you where I have been.
Rodney "the Reverend" Vise

Maybe you had to experience things that were necessary, for your own growth.

Your parents are going to need you.

Stay blessed. Experience life to the fullest.  
And, when they need you.

Be there for them.
Rodney "the Reverend" Vise

oh yea.
Hi, everyone.  I'm new to the forum.