Hi Gem,

Using the "standard" RW deck.  Pics are coming... Thanks for the insight.

W.-

Pictures of the cards I selected.

Weezer

My question was:  Should I stay with the coach training program/continue trying to develop in the coaching field in general?


"Negatives"
1. Me - 10 of Swords
2. The real problem - 5 pentacles -
3. My greatest strength - 5 Swords
4. My greatest weakness - 8 Swords
5. What I need to do - 5 cups
6. Who or what can help me - Devil
7. Outcome - Sun

"Positives"
1. Me - 6 of Swords
2. The real problem - Ace of Cups
3. My greatest strength - Chariot
4. My greatest weakness - 2 of Wands
5. What I need to do - Star
6. Who or what can help me - Wheel of Fortune
7. Outcome - Magician

I'm not satisfied with the program I've started - but feel like I have no other options at the moment (if I want to make progress). Am questioning whether or not "coaching" is really what I want to do and am thinking of ways to get back some of the enthusiasm I feel I've lost. I'm sad and a bit disappointed in myself because I can't afford the training program my heart REALLY wants to attend.  (Don't feel ready or "good enough" to enroll in the program, either). I can usually "pull myself together" in these kinds of situations and know when it's time to "walk away" .  Could be that my "pride" is preventing me from asking for help or seeking wise council, or trying to find/see opportunities "elsewhere". I'm restricting myself also by not focusing on the positive aspects of the course. If I don't GIVE UP on my dream, and trust my instincts (not throw everything overboard) - the situation could turn around in a positive direction. Staying on the "coach training track"  will help me develop those natural talents I know I have.  Perfecting my coaching abilities could bring greater self-fulfillment and perhaps financial success as well.

Working with the "negatives" (separately) was SOOOO HELPFUL!! I will embrace their messages more willingly - with less fear in the future.  Amazing.  

brilliant, Well done

Ryder Deck Original.
Question: My Relationship.

Negative cards:

1 Me: The Tower: A change is needed within me hence changing my outside too.

2 My Real problem: Eight of Swords: Feeling trapped and unable to free myself from my mistrust and past hurts.  know this can be possible but just taking the blindfold away and being inspired by the water under my feet.

3 My Greatest Strength: Three of Swords: Dont undertand how this can be my strenght, but I guess hearbreak and let down has made me stronger thus far.

4 My greatest weakness: Grieving over a loss and taking it with me until the waking hours of the morning.

5 What I need to do: Seven of Swords: Be a lone wolf and escape from the limelight of the city; almost minimise my losses and be on my own.

6 Who or what can help me: Five of Pentacles: The light coming from the stained window of the church. My spirituality, God and patience.

7 Outcome: The Moon. Be in control of my moods and feelings - as a Cancerian that will be a very difficult task. Or, when melancholy hits me, I should discard it saying that it will pass and change like the Moon does.

Positive Cards:

1 Me: Strength.  People tell me that I have inner strength. It is only when I sit back and realise how I have coped against all that I have gone through this past year, then perhaps I am a pillar of strenght to myself and hopefully to others too.

2 The Real problem: Ten of Pentacles: Missing the stability and the togetherness of a family/partnership union.

3 My greatest strength: Two of Cups: my ability to love and be in unison with the one that I love.

4 My greatest weakness: The Lovers: my desire to love and be in a loving duality.

5 What I need to do: the Star. Have hope that things will change and get better. All I need to do is nurture my soul with the feeling of love.

6 Who or What can help me? The World: The Universe and trusting in it to lead me to attainment and own the world, so to speak.

7 Outcome: Temperance: Balance, stability, equilibrium, inner peace and contentment.


Well, what can I say?
A sopa opera or what?

cedars