i spent the whole of last week sick even missed a couple days of work!    and when i did go back i had to do the job where i have to stand all day! i felt like i was    on my feet!  

boy, am i glad i was right about the lesson!  i really didn't want to step on toes here!     but glad i could help!  

George sorry to hear you haven't been well either xxxx.  Don't worry about my toes, you did great

Thanks George and Gem

You are too far away for me to drop some soup around to you both, so big hugs and hope that you are both on the mend

Chooky

Hi Gem and fellow classmates - today felt like a good day to try this reading. Before starting, I decided to experiment a bit by using only the suit of cups (since the question is about "love" etc.) and the majors.  I also decided to use a 3-card spread (past, present, future) to begin with - but after I finished "reading" these drew 3 more cards from the Majors only. (explained below).  It felt really "weird" trying to read for an "imaginary" Jane, so I quieted myself and tried to feel what kind of person Jane could be.  I tried to visualize her sitting in front of me, asking the question and explaining her situation.  Here's what I got:

Past: Knight of Cups (reversed)
Present: 6 of cups (reversed)
Future: 3 of Cups

This is me "thinking aloud".  If Jane were really with me, I would be more  succinct. :

Knight of Cups: "There wasn't very much positive "movement" on the love and relationship front before your boyfriend came along.  Perhaps you've had to "kiss a lot of toads" in your search to find "the prince".  Did you feel as if your  current boyfriend was "MR. RIGHT" when you met him?  Or did you try to convince yourself that he is OR  decide to "give him a chance" because he's a nice guy?  I'm asking because it feels like in your "deep heart" -  he doesn't meet all of your criteria and this feeling – rather than his behavior could be what's making you question/doubt his fidelity.

6 of Cups: Even though your boyfriend may not be perfect, you  DO love and care for him. However, you don't feel 100% secure in the relationship at present.  This card suggests that there may be a little "disillusionment"  on your part.  Could be that something was done or said which seems to have "broken the spell".  You're in the process of letting go of your "childlike" illusions - the idyllic picture you had in the past (innocent and "pure" like the children on the card). The relationship has become more "serious" now and you're trying to learn a more "grown-up" way of being with someone. Maybe you're also asking yourself if you're ready for a deeper commitment or if it's better to just to let things flow as they are.  Finally, this card could indicate that you and your boyfriend are not communicating (speaking the same language) OR that you're both just realizing what really makes the other one tick.  

3 of Cups: This card shows your "heart's desire" – the kind of security and commitment in your relationships that makes you feel joy, and happiness.  The warm energy shows what is certainly POSSIBLE for you . The question is – which of your thoughts and feelings are preventing this from happening?  You have a lot of love to give and are a nurturing soul.  You deserve and are certainly capable of creating a warm and loving home – secure and filled with  abundance (and perhaps with children, if you like!).

I drew 3 Major Arcana cards - lovers for the 6, empress for the 3 and one more (which turned out to be 10 - the Wheel) after the above - which really helped (I think?)      

I have to say that I didn't feel comfortable with the questions!  Probably because I still can't imagine myself reading for others.  I'll send along the pics later (just as soon as I fix some technical "stuff").  Feedback is welcome - won't hurt my feelings - so feel free and thanks for taking the time to have a peek.

WARMEST,
Weezer

Here we go  



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