where can i buy tarot cars, what kinda shops? not the internet

Any esoteric shop or even better Amazon on line.

US Games Systems can be found on line, but they also have a "hardcopy" printed catalog and a large selection.

Bookstores have Tarot cards as well. Try booksamillion and barnes and noble. (online and at a retail store itself)

I prefer to go to a store so I can physically see and feel the cards myself. I 'receive' different feelings from different decks. I've had good with most, but there are some that send out dark/evil feelings also. Each person is different.

An alternative to Tarot cards, for those on a budget or interested in something different, are regular playing cards.  Learning to use a regular deck of playing cards for divination can also help you learn the Tarot more easily.

The suit of Hearts represents emotional matters, Diamonds, material matters, Clubs social matters, Spades power and/or political matters.

You can use the big and little Jokers as the Food and Magician.

You'll need a basic understanding of numerology, color magick, and other symbolism to assist you.

Divination of any kind comes from within you.  Cards, pendulums, Ouija boards, tea leaves, palms, etc, are merely tools.  Finding the tool you're most comfortable with can be an exciting adventure in itself.  You'll learn a lot about yourself in the process.