Hi

Shumani
here's my interpretation of your spread
card 1 - you now/heart of the matter - Ace of Swords
card 2 - Challenge/Blockage - Queen of cups
card 3 - conscious goal - The Star
card 4 - unknown influence - 4 of cups
card 5 - past influence - King of swords
card 6 - approaching influence - 8 of pentacles
card 7 - inner resource/talent - High Priestess
card 8 - how others see you - Ace of cups
card 9 - hopes and/or fears - The hierophant
card 10 - outcome - 7 of cups
1.The way you are thinking is changing and your mind is becoming more active
2.but been an emotional/caring person by nature you are not communicating your thoughts with your partner may be you dont want to upset him
3.buy keeping quiet your life isn't reaching your expectations
4.this may be making you a little stubborn when he offers affection, this wont go unnoticed
5. this may also not be his fault have you let him make all the major decisions
6.if you work hard at your relationship and pay more attention to the part you play things will improve
7.this can be done by listening to your self /using your intuition
8.others see you as stronger than you really are and a good friend
9.you fear that if you speak up your dreams for the future may not be the same as your partners
10..but if you dont speak up your dreams/thoughts will say just that
your thoughts on this would be appreciated
sorry if it seems short I'm trying dont to wake my grandson