Hello everyone on Mystic I just found this website while researching topics about empathy, compassion and spiritual energies...to gain and understand the full meaning & concept of truly being an empath. I decided to join and learn, communicate with similar people experiencing these occurrences and help others with what I learn or know along the way.....I desire to explore these aspects/traits about myself. My name is Gina. Thank you for taking the time to read my entry.

I don't know if I am alone in these emotions or thoughts of similar topic but it would appear that since the beginning of the year......The beginning of 2011, I have felt abnormally confused and I'd rather not say lost with the irony of Pisces people in general. Deeply confused  to the point of questioning if it's something on a more serious note or perhaps I am in loss for words about myself  or just in general concerning everything......and it's hard for me to clarify what I mean since 2011 came about. My speech and my natural ability to connect and feel in the environment  and others around me. It's as if I haven't learned to talk yet. And all of these difficulties are effecting my daily life, personal relationships and how where/how I move forward next.

A few other articles and posts I've read intently from other members....immediate I sensed a rush of relief because I thought I was alone again in a sense of my emotions that to which have completely taken a huge turn for the worst....as in, I'm feeling every emotion and energy concerning me and the rest around me but it's magnified times hundred and extremely hard to handle/control.....and not magnified in a good way. I'm sensing, drawing, feeling and picking up powerful emotions such as anger, hate, rage,  and several others of  a negative aspect that never seemed to go away but increase and build up....in  a way kind of attack me. Another part of me was experiencing in depth lucid dreams of the light and day which produced heavy amounts of  fear and paranoia in me....These dreams, visions and thoughts or sense of prediction in the world of  emotions was pulling me down in a thunder storm.

It's been proven for a fair or more amount of Pisces in the world are walking contradictions....I am a contradiction and sort of speak in a spiritual language that no one understands or finds anything practical or useful regarding the higher power of life. They have themselves firmly planted on the ground in this earth of the world that I don't believe it's as beneficial or important as many different people nearly give their lives for.  I know I am 22 years old but to me those are numbers....to which I don't put belief or faith in. I give credit to human emotion and spiritual abundance. It's often said people born under the sign of Pisces tend to be "old souls" and I didn't fully understand what it meant until someone had explained it beautifully to where I could better grasp the definition and concept. In all my life I have always felt alone and no one will understand me or have that connective/empathic gift to already know...sense,  feel what's in your heart. Nobody has ever understood me or sensed my thoughts or feelings without having  to ask me. More of the water signs carry these traits and shine on through or struggle/suffer. I guess it feels nice to be able to openly go into specific detail about what's in my mind and heart when I know I'm not being  judged, mistreated or controlled by any of this. So.....over time I developed more realizations and warnings about the present, past or future and either way every relationship/friend or family member hasn't worked it because of my sensitivity and easy going nature I was often hurt, mislead, manipulated and taken advantage of.

And this was a brief story of my life in a short summary of what I could best describe....and I normally don't get to express many of these topics or issues with the people I know in my life. The common outcome is I'm being abandoned or left. So....I'm trying  to figure what I think I may need or what I should know.

First of all will I welcome you to the forum

Your second post make me a bit sad, and I hope some of our members can help you so you will able to protect yourself from the strong feelings/emotions, of negative character.

I don't think your "ability" is direct connected to the Pisces, but more to the psychic realm, and I think Spirittalk might give some good advices on how to protect yourself.

This intro section is read by few, and is mostly used as a 1 post forum.

I will recommend you to post it in main psychic forum.

Good luck and a big hug!

Welcome!  I hope you explorer the forums and find the answers you are seeking.

I'm going to go with the above-mentioned advice and say that the best place to post these topics would be on the psychic forum.  I am happy to have you on this wonderful set of forums and am sorry that you are struggling so...I can relate, but only to parts.  I hope you are able to find the answers that you seek!
*hugs*
~Tess