I shuddered when I Stumbledupon this site.
I had been practicing the I Ching while I surfed. Then, to my surprise, I saw the answer to my question. I had not had such a strong impression of SPIRIT in a long while. I quit communicating two years ago after a person tragedy and also quit messaging online. As a wounded dog will crawl under the porch, I became a hermit in society, a spectre at the feast.
You don't know the particulars of my personality and I don't know the particulars of yours. But we don't need to know trivialities. And all personality is the ego, the false self built up by the lies of separation. The Life that operates your brainbody is the exact same Life which enlivens me. It is nonsense that we are in any way separate from each other or from the universe.
I'd like to thank you again.
It feels good to communicate to open minds.
I've been silent too long. But I've written a great deal [and I continue to]. You can, if you wish, discover me at my website at evangelos.us
But I'm not important. I'm one six-billionth of humanity right now. How can my tragedies be anything but trivialites? One six-billionth of the ongoing tragedy of humanity! Kind of puts things in perspective, huh.
After I discovered The Mystic Board, I set up a new Gmail address:
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Anyone who wishes may write to me there and I promise to respond.
I won't say how I can but I will confess that I can solve puzzle and answer any question you may have. I don't say that I might be able to do so. I once did so for thirty years just to pass the time.
I hate to be more autobiographical. But, if you must know, I'm a fifty-two year old man who has spent too many years in study and practice. I am nice because I know Who we are. I have four dogs that are going to "heaven" if anybody does. My only son just turned thirty.
I've been alone since they died.
So please respect my re-emergence into society. I find that I have a lot to share if anyone is interested. After all, what can I know? I've only spent my life alone my books and my experiments.javascript:emoticon('

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I don't want to relate all I had to go through to reach the conclusions I've reached. I'm not saying you're going to hell if you don't agree with them. I'm only saying that I've been shown a lot and it would be shameful for me to die without sharing it.
I'm fifty-two and in improving health and I could live till my seventies. Then again I could die before I finish this sentence. javascript:emoticon('

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But I don't really care. It took me a long time but I finally found out the Truth that sets you free from the fear of death. Egos aren't real. They're programs in our brains that that record what has brought us pleasure and what has brought us pain. Our egos, "personalities," die with the brain cells that store them.
But the encouraging thing is that we never were who we thought we were. Egos, and personal memories, start when we first believe that we are separate.
I was in various Texas prisons for twenty years. You don't have to jump to the conclusion that I'm a bad guy. I'm not. I love babies and animals. I've written an award-winning children's book that is being used by the government to protect children. The guy was pointing the gun at me and I took it away from him and escaped in his truck.
It was wrong.
But worse than that it was very stupid.
My own excuse is that I was out of my head after they died.
I hope you won't hold my foolishness against me.
Personally I really don't care but I hope you'll keep an open mind about me so that you'll be completely open to the wonderful things I want to share with you.
I want to especially emphasize that I am not conceited. Nor am I vain. You can't get to this level of understanding with an ego. Everything must be taken away. I'm not enviable so I don't think I'm bragging. I'm just doing what I want to do before I die: sharing what I've been shown.
Life offers me nothing. But I wouldn't want to die knowing what shape the world's in and knowning that the insights I've been given could have made the world a better place. I intend to die easily.
So, by now you're thinking: "What a twisted tree!"
I couldn't blame you because I know you're right.
Fortunately for my readers, I was twisted in ways that make me very valuable to others. I can only say that because I know its true. I really can do what I say I can do and will look forward to hearing from you.
If you want to experience other works of mine (a short introduction!), you can at evangelos.us
I Wish Peace and Power to All,
Dr. Dominik Evangelos
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