Hello all :3 My name is Jen; I'm a 20 year old female living in Connecticut (USA). I found this forum tonight because I have been feeling tuggings of trying to reach out and connect with the World in an effort to grow in Me and grow out spiritually. I've been in a kind of emotional bombshell for the past...five years or so, with the last two months being especially hard. I have broken apart from a dear relationship to my Life; it being sacrificed so that I could see that it is now time to meet myself and wake up o_o

I don't really know any of the questions, but I'm hoping that together we can find some answers. I am a novice in Astrology, been practising on my own for the past four years.  I am more of an apprentice-type person, realizing that college is not for me and so I've been turning to online courses to try and get the information I need. I am currently enrolled at the Stratford Career Institute and am taking the Astrology & Parapsychology course, then am thinking about enrolling in the Astrological Psychology Institute through correspondence.

I've just recently begun a connection with a tarot deck that I bought. It is the Tarot of the Spirit, drawn by a Ms. Joyce Eakins, and the book that accompanies it is quite amazing. I am drawn to pendulum usage, and lost my first one recently because i think it realized I was depending too heavily on it, and not trusting my hands or my Self as much as I could be. I am a level one Reiki student, and am hoping my Heart  finds the courage (and unwavering dedication) to becoming a master. I am a reluctant Indigo Child with a strong Virgo Sun that strikes fear so strong in my courage to live my own life freely, I have to turn to a place where it can't find me (the internet :3) to try and find some guidance.

I am so damned lost in all this, being myself. Is there anyone out there who would give me an inkling as to how they started making their way out here?

<3 ~ Jen

Hello & welcome Jen.

Welcome to MysticBoard community, we hope you will have a nice stay and make a lots of friends

I see you have started with Tarot...I will recommend Gem's course...it's free...and build on self study and interaction between students and teachers

Thank you very much :)

hello,
welcome to MB
u started the right way by introducing ur self:)
now u can just go to ur forum of interest..and posta nd reply:)
swetha