Welcome to MysticBoard community, we hope you will have a nice stay and make a lots of friends
Sorry to hear about your relationship....it's a direct hit after so many years....I feel so much with you.....don't get bitter....that will only destroy yourself...be mad...but be smart....show him what he left....show him that you still have go-ahead spirit....show them all!
I go direct over in our Hug section and put up a big Hug for you.....and Yes...I am a man....not all of us are ......that stupid!