
Hello to all!
I've just added my intro to the end of the newbies list at the top of the page and have since realised that I could have started a whole new tread by putting it here instead. Hindsight eh? What a wonderful tool it will be when we can
all practice it as
futuresight.
I'm an Aussie and naturally proud of it (couldn't call myself Aussie otherwise). From what I've read so far, not many of us on this site. Hope sincerely that I'm wrong because I know there's a lot of good mystical Aussies out there. Regardless, this is rambling and not the topic.
I have for many years had a very strong belief (inner knowledge) in reincarnation. I was fortunate enough in my childhood to have grown up suffering the loss of a well loved dog and a couple of family cats, but not a close or much loved relative.
Things changed when at the age of 25, (only 12 months after the close deaths of my favourite grandparents) I was widowed. A D.U.I. incident claimed the life of my husband and left me with three children under six to raise alone. Five years later one of my sisters lost a 12 month battle with breast cancer. Another five years on, after a second marraige had ended in a divorce, I lost my yougest child (from the 2nd marraige). When public playground equipment he was playing on collapsed, he was thrown and landed on a log and crushed his skull. He was not quite seven years, relevant in itself but a different topic.
Prior to his loss I had been studying Tarot and doing readings for friends as a practice method. Two nights before my sons' death a reading for a teenage friend of my children made indications of my sons death. This young man was in no way responsible for, but was involved in, the incident that took my sons' life. After his death I threw away my Tarot cards and believed them to be
the tool of the Devil.
Many years have passed, much healing has been done, and much has been studied and learnt. The examination of two Natal Charts some time after the birth of my grandson, (my deceaced sons' and my grandsons' charts), and the examination of my deceased sons' death chart, absolutely confirmed my belief in and practice of astrology and reincarnation. My son was a great gift to me, and the gift he gave to me was even greater.
I was led to this site when I downloaded the program to learn Tarot. I felt it was time to learn the deck well, instead of reading a miriad of books every time I did a reading. (Yes, I'd bought another deck, or three; can't stay angry forever). I had, I believe, avoided it for long enough. My earnest belief is that being led to this site, was/is yet another signpost on my journey.
I would like to take this further, but believe that is up to you, those reading, to indicate or give direction to it's path.
I'm hoping for insight/innersight, received and given.