
It is a truly a pleasure to have found this forum filled with the wonderful and brilliant people who actually care to understand the mysteries and phenomena of the universe. My name is Jen, I'm 29 and I have been searching for answers about my life for the last 5 years. In 2002 It seems my life went into a downward spiral with my health and it appears that I am innudated by psychic disturbances. It is a constant battle to remain standing on my feet and I especially seem to have trouble during the period of the full moon.
Since things went haywire with me, I began to learn to read the tarot. I'm still a beginner, but it feels good to be able to look at the pictures and instantly know what they mean. I've also taken an interest in both Vedic and Western Astrology, and I attempt to meditate once a week. The truth is, I just want to feel better. My second goal is to help people.
I was told once by a spiritualist that I am supposed to be a spiritual advisor. He told me I was a light worker (i don't know what that means) and my purpose in life is to help and heal. To be fair, Since I've been sick, I've been to nine people who have told me that I have powerful spiritual gifts, but honestly, I don't feel like this is the case. My incidents of psychic accuracy are occasional, but I feel like everyone has them. Everyone has gifts, they just don't know how to use them. Visions and dreams and occassional pre-cognition, I'm sure Im not the only one like this, so I don't feel very powerful. Overall, I feel like a normal person who happens to get sick all the time.
Anyhow, I have certainly digressed. I just want to thank the owners of this site for hosting it, because it is truly a benevolent gift. Im grateful to be able to talk to people who may be able to understand me and who will without a doubt be able to help me understand myself.
Thank you all for reading this.
Light and Love
Jen