Hi to you,

I'm sorry to hear about your loss I can imagine the pain...
You know, i'm 28 and I had the same problems with the settling matter...

Since 2 years now,I can say i'm pretty much settled but that only in my personnal life... I lost my job last december and got sick like#*&$?&#%$ for a month + had to take my wisdom teeth out + got a problem with my blood so the bone wasn't covered for 10 days so the pain was raw so I couldn't sleep... That is my little hell so I know what you mean by life doesn't make you any presents...
One thing I've learn over time is that we are all here for different reasons and the stronger you are, the harder your path will be... You must be a strong woman!!! With all the moving and the pain, I'm sure you are a very strong gal!! The idea is to thing of the happy things you have in your life at the moment and who you are! You have you children and they re inconditionnal love! Your familly ( late hubbys parents) love you and help you!!

Remember when you go through that type of events in your life, you open your souls door even wider!!!

There is always the AA prayer that makes me feel better when something heavy happens... If I have to say it 20 times to feel good I say it 20 times but it really helps...

Hope it helped and the light is right there!!!
xsandyx

Welcome to MysticBoard.com phillipsgirl.

Thank you, Sandy.  So sweet and uplifting.  You are a wise woman!