I don't know you... Hope you retuen safe and sound~!!
I enjoyed this post alsot... Your very nice..  
Take care and be safe...

welcome to the board.

i just posted something in the occult forum about this. i too have many of the fears u talked about. also this morning i was reading on signs and omens. it said you can get a lot of answers in things u read. how strange is it that I'm reading your post on the same subject. very cool.this is what i have kinda come to believe, i know i have a lot of ability in witchcraft and feeling ppl's moods and knowing things about them. but i feel like it's wrong to do spells and magic thou I'm very attracted to it. i believe in God and it is said you will worship no other God but me. so calling on other gods and deity's would be a sin. i get very confused. i think maybe this a life lesson i am hear to learn. to have the ability to do magic, but to get by without using it. it's a hard road to go down.
i don't know if this makes much sense to u. but for some reason i feel a strange connection to u.

don't worry I'm not a weirdo, starker, person. thou my friends may disagree about the weirdo part.

peace,
blackcat