Hi all.... well ... I hope I don't bore you.. Just yawn and ignore if I do.. he he... Anyway my empathic go with my psychic like apple pie and ice cream.. I'd be lost without the empathic for it is a part of my interpreting my dreams and visions... As far as the psychic goes, from what I have learned, it varies how people get there information and what they get.. My empathic abilities are only stronger in one sense since I get them constantly.. They are like radar.. But, I find myself selling the psychic ones short for they are equally strong but do not happen daily.. Well.. sometimes I will get little psychic things daily but the big ones can come as much as 2 or 3 times a week for several months and then quit for a couple more months and then start in again...
When I was young and started to have psychic impressions, I tended to ignore them but I went through some life and death situations which caused me to take a chance and trust them... they ended up proving to myself that indeed it was a true psychic experience..
In the last 3 years my pschic dreams have increased ten fold in both intensity and meaning.. I mean, they are becoming intense and futuristic and unfortunately scary.. Apocolyptic in nature.. Not all of them are.. but, I will give an example of a few of them... I had 5 dreams/visions between the dates of end October to 3rd week of December of water and flooding and dead bodies floating .. I saw an island but did not have it given to me where this was.. All I know is I would wake up shaking and not able to breathe... I saw children and old people and young people and mass debri... Then the Tsunami hit end Dec... I cried like a baby and was so overwhelmed.. I felt so guilty that I didnt do something.. but after i analyzed it I realized I was not meant to stop it ... I was just meant to know it.. It would have been given me of the name of the place and date... I get upset with some of my visions because of this... It took me a month to get over the sadness.... I felt their sadness... that is the empathic side to this.. It was really aweful.. So sometimes having this seems like a curse sometimes.. but, I'll give an example of why I think I was not meant to know the date and place...
I keep a Dream/Reality Journal... I will write the dreams that are Dream/Symbolic which is dreams that have symbolism to interpret... then I have a section of Dream/Vision Non Symbolic which are dreams that are right out like the Tsunami which need no real interpretation ... I also have a section of Not Dreams whilch are those in Waking state. Then I have Dream/Real or Symbolic Encounter which happens when it is a real event happening to me in the now in say an astral projection state...
Now that I completely lost you... I had another psychic dream/vision on Jan 16, 2005 about me walking down a long winding dirt road praying and asking God where it is I should live... As I was walking and asking , I turned to the left and saw the beautiful red rocks of Arizona, New Mexico area and then I turned to the right and saw the beautiful green landscape near a huge lake that only could of been the East coast.. I kept turning my head from left to right and kept asking him where I was to live.. suddenly I turned to the right again and saw this huge lake and I heard plates shift. The water started to rise and then I heard and felt the plates shift again from under the lake and in my dream I ran and ran and ended up getting on a raft to head to where my children were, and I managed to get them on a raft and we ended up clinging to trees.. then the water came and started to rise and the dream ended... After the dream I got on the internet to look up the Lake in the U.S that had plates under them... I thought in my dream I heard Great Lakes but wasn't for certain.. Anyway, I looked up Great Lakes and there is plates there but the Scientists say it is almost null it will happen there and that it hasn't happened in a Billion years... So, I was still looking and then within that week or so I saw a show on TV and I was just flipping the sations and by accident I saw this Lake which was exactly the same scene shown in my dream, and they said it was the Great Lakes... I was a little freaking out and I do that with this.. but, I wrote my sister by email who lives in London England and I told her of my dream and what I saw on TV... She sent me a link,, I went to it and they talked about Edgar Cacey which I never heard of before.. But, I guess he had the same vision and that it was imminent.. He is long dead.. But, he saw the Great Lakes and a terrible quake under them and that the U.S. would be divided by this one event.. so U.S will be split...
Anyway, I think God was telling me to go West and gave me a reason for it.. Now it doesnt mean what I saw is right for anyone reading this... but, I wrote in on another group and a lady wrote back and told me she had this same vision I had and that she was from there... her family is there still but she moved to Arizona because of it..
Then I see things like my dads death.. I got a vision on Jan 16 that he was going to die within a few months.. I never told him.. But told my sister.. He was to die as the snow was just about melted for I saw the tree line and how little patches of snow were left... sure enough he went into the hospital on Feb 26, a day that my dove had a new baby... He went in and the hospital didn't take good care of him and wanted to get transfered to a hospital that he had re-hab at and who he knew everyone and liked the nurses.. He left the other hospital on April 8th and driving to the hospital he drove by his house and said to my sister.. " Look, this is always the last street to melt it's snow " he died on April 10th...
So, I also have empathic psychic awake states like when someone is in trouble or happy, I wll suddenly feel the emotion of happy, scared, panic or whatever it is , and then after the feeling , I will see the people who it involves.. Even if they are across the ocean.. Weird but true...
Also, little things which really isn't little if you don't listen.. but, I was walking to my truck with my three children and needing to get errands done, I heard a voice say,, " The truck, an accident, be careful " Then I tell my daughter that I have a bad feeling and tell her that I heard this , .. I proceeded to get in my truck and not even a mile down the road. on this winding road, around a curve, a little red sportscar comes speeding on my side of this thin narrow road... If I didn't listen to that voice we or they could have been killed but because of it, I was watching, and bared off just in time...
Anyway,, these are just a few things that have happened .. I have dreams every night... I get overwhelmed by some of them... but, my empath works with these dreams/visions..
I just had another horrilbe one about New York City.. That I KNOW is going to happen and not too far off...
It is for sure apoclyptic... Aweful....
I use to do Tarrot and am thinking about doing it again.. I do I-Ching.. I love the Ruins... But am drawn to Tarrot Card.. I also like Gems and use crystals to help heal and focus....
So, I guess to answer.. You just find out you are psychic when you pay attention to your dreams/visions etc and they prove themselves over time.. Then end up coming in more frequently and clear....
Sorry again for the rambling.. I have a problem with detail and feel I have to explain it all ... but, I probably didn't still so if there is anything else on this I can add let me know..
I think psychic people are misunderstood... You cannot always do this at will..... My empathic thing I can but dont for I believe it is evil to use intrusively... but if God or any good Spirit gives me information and it's placed there in front of me , then I know I am meant to know and help that person... so, I don't look for private things... I dont' believe in using it bad or evil intent... But, I do get things given to me a lot and it's from Him only....
But being psychic is not like a lot of people think always... yes.. if I use cards then I can give readings which can be accurate.. But, I feel the real powerful ones I get is when the vision just opens and I am using nothing..
Anyway, Now that I put everyone to sleep.. lol... I'll stop gabbing...
Take Care.. In Light.. Red Jewel