I give you a big Grandpa Hug, and hope that you soon will see a bettering of your life
It is not good to be confused, but mostly you will find any answer inside yourself.
What you need to do is to take a "time out", where you try to split up everything that bother you, and then evaluate them in bits......be honest to yourself....because the only one you will lure is yourself.
When you know the exact cause of your problem, then you are much more able to fix them....and that is why we must try to divide them up as small as possible.
If it is a relationship that cause your stress, then know that you are still very young....that you still will meet a lot of people on your way....that if you are secure on yourself then it is easy to meet life challenges.
Do you see support from your cavalier? Is he something you can see you will grow old with.....there is a lot questions to ask when we feel confused early in our relationship....after all we invest much of our own life in any relationship....so don't just throw it away.(if relationship is the case)
Another Big Grandpa hug, and a hope that the world again start to smile to you.....always look for the positive....and you will find it
