I feel so lost, empty, frustrated, confused.  There's so much going on in my life and I'm just not sure what to do anymore.  I'm trying to figure out what's going on with my relationships and with work.

I just need to feel better.

A big Grandpa hug to you Songstress.

It is not good when we feel frustrated, and everything feels like a burden or defeat.

If we are in imbalance then that might interfere with everything we do, and we will soon feel exhausted, and by that do actions that we later regrets.

It is mandatory for you to fix, or end your relationship, so you again can enter equilibrium, and by that acheive a positive state of mind.....if you can't manage to have a relaxed mind...then job will suffer..friends will suffer..and you might even loose it.

Always have in mind that we never can fix everything in one go, but if we feel like you describe...then you need to focus on one task....yourself....when you function...then you will have surplus to fix the rest....(even new relationship if that is necessary ....or job)    

Good luck and another great Grandpa hug