sometimes i feel like im so far from seeing anything clearly. As though all the little things that come as a result of underlying issues have long since piled up that high that I will never break the surface again, because I can't recall which direction is up! I literally rejoice on a daily basis that I even got this far (I'm doing it, now

) but I'm also praying for direction. Very much so. Now, more than ever, I want to step out of the negative. I'd be honored if anyone could spare a quiet moment to join me.
Loving thanks
Peta