Big Hugs to U Sarah, I too feel U are gifted.

take care - hugs

I think some kinds of fear can be good fears. Maybe it is even important to be afraid of the unknown. Maybe it can remind us that we are meant to take small steps only and not get ahead of ourselves, because we will be rushed by fear if we do. I feel certain you will get to a place where even though you may get this fear now and again you will understand that it is only there as a reminder for you to take your time. It sounds like you have an amazing gift, so I hope that you also look forward to what it holds in store, and you don't hold only fear.

hugs to you while you are feeling this way!