I was pretty confused whether i should give the heading life in a hell or life in a shell. It was nothing serious or severe disease that i am going to talk about now.  pox is a disease or a sort of trial period which everyone goes through once in a lifetime for sure. Apparently it costs nothing but a few scars on your dear face which often accompany you for the rest of your life. But in my case i m getting traumatized as time seems  to be free zed and the endless aching pain and fever never cease to exist. The mirror cracking image that i have right now seems to haunt me at my worst nightmares.The last feather to the cap is my beautiful life which consists of a bed , net and one book 3 mistakes of my life. Sleeping used to be my favorite hobby but now it is my only option in life. Even more scary is the idea that my whole surrounding world is still going with the same pace while i  literally veg out on my bed. No hugs from anyone as i am too infected to have one.

what you described may be life in a shell. it is not life in a hell, of course. for, i know what and how it is. you are bed-ridden. bad. but you can have medicines. look at me. i can't swallow a crocin that i truly need. i learnt i have to work up to the expected mark to earn the right to have medicine. you are not in hell, dear.

hugs heal. here's a hug for you.

Another hug for you )) You are having the time to think and relax. I know it may not be easy... but if you tell your mind it will be.
a few years ago, I was complaining that I was working too hard and had not taken a vacation where I could sleep. When I got the opportunity, it was on a hospital bed with my head shaved and cut. and no amount of trying could make me relax

Take it easy and you shall be good as new soon.

Hi FairyQueen. So sorry to learn of your trials and difficult time. I sent you warm healing  thoughts and energy your way...and a big hug Take care~jules

Thanx a lot. feeling better.